just a portion of my dream and thoughts

Date: 10/8/2016

Starts off heavy I'm working in an office and for some reason Josh is there too by the end of the work day I have him stripping me down on the office floor.. he was taller and a little more muscular than I had expected but god it was sexy he stripped me, laid me down.. I basically ripped off his clothes to grip onto his back and shoulder muscles.. he kissed me and tried to initiate with me but he was too big didn't help I was a little too tight.. he began to kiss and rub down my body I could feel myself start to drip so I spread my legs wide open.. I could feel the excitement and nervousness coursing through my veins.. he looked like he was a good 10 or 11 inches hard and quite a girth not too big but just right for the length he was packing. He began to rub the tip catching the drips I was unintentionally dripping.. and he looked me in the eyes and without warning shoved the tip in and felt like quite a few inches inside of me. Immediately you could expect a reaction out of me my already arched back folded like a contortionist and a moan belted out of my diaphragm.. unexpectedly you could hear a deep whimper out of him.. almost as if he had never been in someone so tight.. and as if he felt a jolt of electricity run through him I gripped on his shoulder with my right hand and had my left hand resting on his pec as people passed unknowingly he used his body to cover mine like he wanted to keep me for himself.. he used his left arm to hold his body up and curled his right arm underneath my side perfectly interlocking our bodies.. he slowly began to pull out but just as the tip was about to get air he thrusted heavily inside me. Creating my recently relaxed body to do what felt as if my body was melting to the floor.. then it became the rhythm of our bodies simultaneously.. a perfect chemistry sexually.. holy mother of god I had never felt anything so good.. my moans were something I couldn't control and he loved it.. I kissed the sweat off his neck when I could breathe without belting out a moan that is.. he kept thrusting and pushing as many hard pulsing inches as he could inside of my warmth and tightness for what it felt like hours. I never wanted this to end.. but I could feel the pressure built up from his thick cock I was going to cum and I never told him what a mess I create.. I tried to spit it out that I was going to squirt all over his huge cock to at least warn him but he felt so good I couldn't concentrate hard enough.. I wanted him to fill me up with his huge load.. I was thinking to myself that is.. finally I knew I was going to make the biggest mess he pulled my hips in fast and hard creating a sound out of me I had never experienced I began to squirt he immediately felt a tighter pressure wrap around him and the he felt it become more wet between us.. as if someone has sprayed us just there but to my surprise he smirked at me it was sexy as fuck and that made me squirt even more.. he pulled out to see what felt like a waterfall come out of me and he let it spray out at his tight core for a second and as it began to drip down his V while I was still squirting.. he stroked his hard cock under it and right at the end of my coming he watched my face as it started to relax.. basically exhausted.. he pushed himself in immediately taking my breath away and let out to my surprise a huge moan and even a second whimper as he released his heavy load into me.. I could feel him pulsing inside me it felt completely different than before and I felt a warmth fill my body.. I had imagined he was done but when he pulled out he still had cum dripping from the tip.. as I licked my lips he stroked his cock pushing the cum out.. shooting what felt like a hot sticky trail upon my body.. first my stomach where the drips spread across as if it were water on a sidewalk.. then all over my breasts.. running down both of them like beautiful streams down mountains.. then my neck and finally I'm expecting my face.. but when I look at him he smirks again as if that's what he was waiting for. I was no longer back arched facing the opposite wall as soon as I made I contact I began to sit up and just as I began to lick my lips and ask for him to throat fuck me he surprised me with a hot end of load right on the sides near my mouth.. I looked at him and ran my hand from my cum dripping pussy across my sundae like covered body up my breasts creating a bit of bounce wiped the sides of my mouth and slowly licked the now warm cum off my fingers.. then licked my lips.. and he looked as if he about lost it.. I tried to keep up with the warmth dripping down the inside of my thighs.. I expected that he was far too exhausted.. so I stood up and led him to an office chair.. where I licked a trail down his sexy body.. and licked his cock from the balls up.. I quickly and gently sucked his balls.. I released them into my hand.. and spread my tongue from the shaft to the tip.. I allowed my tongue to wrap and play with the tip.. I slowly created a suctioned seal with my lips and worked inch by inch to push him into the depths of my throat. I worked his cock from a no longer hard to a rock hard and I worked it harder than a great stripper worked her favorite pole.. my tongue and throat being the stripper and well you get the description.. anyways after a good hour you could tell he wanted back inside me well the other half of me. I pushed him further into the chair to tell him to relax as I'll do all the work.. I was happy to. He relaxed back in the chair.. I crawled into his lap dick to stomach propped myself up .. sucking him off made me wetter than the ocean so I wasn't worried. I stroked it with my hands pushed the tip in just a little and by his surprise I sat on his hard cock and began to create a rhythm my breasts bouncing my hair was usually everywhere but in this situation the entire ass length of it did exactly that. He pulled on the small of my back grabbing a handful of my ass in the other as I was riding him he wrapped his strong hand with my long mess of hair and watched me go up and as I was about to come down he pulled on my hair and hip so hard I had to take every. single. Inch... it was so fucking hot. I couldn't stop riding him I loved it too much.. after another few hours the sun had risen and people had started entering the office again he put his hand over my mouth and god I just wanted more.. like lock yourself in for a week only take out food no phones or people lock yourself in for a week.. I squirted all over his cock again and this is where he picked me up and threw me on the desk. And he just thrusted all of himself into me over and over.. and right as he was beginning to fill me for a second time.. someone barged in looking for him as it was a new work day he was half way done filling me when this happened he was so shocked he pulled out coming all over my naked body once again in order to preserve some of what one may have experienced as embarrassment I wrapped my mouth tight around his cock on my knees behind the desk. He ushered the man out luckily being a work friend of his. And I deepthroated until the rest of his cum filled my throat and mouth. He quickly got dressed as did I. I skipped the bra and panties buttoned my shirt and pulled up my skirt. He was already fully dressed had went into the system and marked me as out sick. And walked out to inform the secretary that he would be going home early as he felt a sickness coming on. I ran to the elevator before anyone could see me and as the elevator began to shut an arm shot through stopping the doors.. it was him.. god it made me wet just thinking about being near him again.. the elevator doors shut he pulled me in close.. I said we don't have a lot of time you'll just have to wait for the car ride home.. he smirked that sexy smirk lifted up my skirt as if he knew I was dripping and panty-less underneath and shoved all of himself in and pulled out just as quick. Fixed my skirt and his pants and said I'll meet you in the car, baby. And just like that the elevator opened and a wave of people ushered in and he escaped before me.. and as he turned back and smiled at me I awoke. I dream of exes but honestly I don't think it means much. I think it means more that I can't get someone out of my head on a normal day and when I dream of him.. but I never remember dreams with him in them to record them.. why am I willing to sacrifice my happiness for someone else's? Why can't I be brave. Even if I were brace I'd be a coward and I'd run states because I knew I could.. I think about it too much for someone's own health..