The journey to Aruba

Date: 12/26/2016

I was with Aaron and his stupid ass girlfriend Spenser. Since Aaron told me in real life that we could be "best friends" after I apologized for being with cheese, that idea grasped onto me REAL though because I find it kind of unacceptable. Anywho, in the dream I kind of accepted it and let it be. So Aaron, Spenser, and I all take a trip to Aruba by foot. It was a scary thing to do because Aruba was so high up and only the lucky ones make it. While we are climbing up, Aaron flirts with me when his girlfriend isn't looking and I fall for it..i don't know why maybe because I missed him.. but mean teasing flirting like spilling the alcoholic drinks on me that were offered on the way up to the top, slapping my ass, etc. the first attempted, Aaron and I failed and both rolled down but I didn't give up. I cheated and climbed my way up using these walls and passing these Japanese people, eventually I make the top and it seemed too good to be true, They wouldn't open the magic door...I knew there was a way so we saw reflections of people on the other side that just waved to us, then one attention of one girl we caught and she opened the other door to let us out. I wake out the door and me along with the Japanese girl and others are standing on.a single square with the wind blowing super hard and they said a helicopter would come for us. I was super scared that I was fall off the square and the helicopter eventually got us, but in a dangerous way. No seatbelt or security. Just a rope that grabbed the square and it was trying to take us to Aruba. At that point I didn't care that I left behind Aaron and his girl. Then I saw a ghost of my friend Chelsea randomly smiling and waving hello which I thought was so weird and creepy. Then I thought to myself this does feel real but everything is so weird hat it could be a dream. Then I fall off the square before even making it to Aruba and then I fall for a long time seeing my death before my own eyes and as soon as I almost hit the ground I woke up squirming super hard and making sounds then all of a sudden I'm still in this plane heading back to Los Angeles from Boston... ugh i guess Aaron still makes these fucked up impacts on me and especially in my dreams... I don't know what to do. What can u do when you're madly in love with the wrong person?