Dying boyfriend (of 10 years)

Date: 7/16/2019

Boyfriend in hospital with problem in lung/kidney. Inoperable and terminal. Doctors tell me how to care for him. He leaves in taxi and tears start streaming down my face, I cry so hard I don't even have control over my body, falling to the floor. A friend offers to drive me home and asks me to give him 2 minutes while he gets his things. I sit on a chair and cry so hard I almost faint. Cut to future after he has passed, I'm sitting on the ground outside feeling empty, someone asks me something about some sunglasses. I don't want to do it because I want to stay true to his memory. (last part is fuzzy I just remember missing him and wanting to do everything as he wanted to honour him)