Wowie wow what a make out session

Date: 2/8/2017

Adult filter cause it's kinda dirty and TLDR: dreamt about making out with with a girl, woke up turned on af Now, I know that sounds dumb (because it is) but I'm a girl who has identified as ace and aro for the longest time. I have never had a crush on anyone, I broke off all my relationships I was in that I didn't want to be in in the first place, and I have never had a "wet dream" before, if that's what you want to call it, haha. I don't masturbate, I don't pursue relationships. Romantic and sexual relationships in general are just not my thing. The kisses and make out sessions I've had before irl were pretty mundane, even gross, and so awkward that I just had to stop. But THIS, oh boy, this was different. The dream I had started with me in a swimming pool wearing a bikini (which is weird, bc I still struggle with body issues and probably wouldn't want to wear one irl). In the pool with me was a beautiful girl whom I identified as being a friend. I didn't know her name, but she was white, with red hair and was also wearing a bikini. After joking for a bit and talking, she waded closer to me in the water and blatantly asked if I wanted to make out. I was stunned, but she tentatively came closer and closer until we were kissing. It started out slow, experimental even. It was sweet, and our arms were wrapped around one another, until things began to get more heated. It was starting to become more erotic, and I just couldn't get enough. She may have made the first move, but damn it was I in control at that point. I had her pressed against the side of the pool, both of us almost desperate for one another. She groped my breasts and I ran my fingers through her hair and dammit was it hot. I kissed her neck and the NOISES she made were just Just, wow. I woke up early this morning confused and horny, which never happens. TMI but I didn't even know what to do about it, that's how often I'm ever turned on about something (i.e. never). I've been thinking about it all day. And thinking about it...ahaha that was unarguably the hottest make out session I've ever had, and it wasn't even real. Dammit. I think I need to reevaluate some things, haha.