Birthday Party

Date: 2/5/2019

I was at a friend 16th Birthday part (I’ll call him T) he’s 2years younger than me so this was 2 years in the future. I drove myself to the party and wished T a happy birthday and was really excited for him. But as the place started to get crowded I could feel my anxiety starting to kick in. I kept roaming around trying to find a quiet spot but couldn’t. I ended up deciding to leave early and heading to my car when my other friend’s brother stopped me cause he wanted to buy soap (I’ve been selling them in rl). I never did get to my car no matter how close I got and the anxiety felt so real.