You’re the leader

Date: 5/10/2024

I was supposed to lead a horse race on the farm, but I got worried because I had no experience. The rains on my horse for too short so preparing for the race I had to find proper riding equipment In addition the day of the race, my sister changed the race time to later in the evening because she thought it would rain. It did not rain however We yet a local radio station decided to air the race which didn’t happen and nobody told them so the automatic recording setting Aired just like the outdoor ambience and me getting ready for the afternoon. It was bizarre. I thought about calling the radio station who inform them that the race was clearly not happening for at least four more hours, but I didn’t know if it was my responsibility. Needless to say this was an apprehensive dream, symbolize my lack of control of situations I wish I could fix at the moment and peoples unrealistic expectations of me or perhaps represents my lack of confidence due to so many rejections in my life so far I know I feel my potential is not being used to the fullest in my daily life and I feel frustrated and sad and angry and confused