Nirvana and careless animal care

Date: 12/20/2016

at first I didn't have a body and was just observing what was going on at bundagen just before I got home from my year away, I saw everyone riding their horses to the main house for lunch and only one other problem, cats, heaps of cats. then I was there and it kinda got a bit wierd and muddled up, some girl (wooffer probs) was living with my mum and bro, she was crazy emotional and just did anything to ge5 away in the car so she could go to the lakes! don't know why but she did, for some reason that was a problem for me and I kept stopping her. I ended up riding around on Bree while leading a draft horse which I think was supposed to be dusty, we accidentally ran over some girl on her pony but whatever. ok so after this the girl takes mum's car and I go chase her again but on the way I start talking to Penny and Phil about mimmy riding: exact convo; "so how long has she been riding?" I said, and faceless Penny and Phil, " oh for six months now" and me,"oh that's cool she's really good" . btw that's actually the girl I knocked over! so I kept going after the chic and found that she was just at the gate, she'd stollen my draft and obviously didn't know how to ride. random stuff happens then, I tell mum and she don't believe me, I leave and find my self at Nirvana. this is apparently the community that my mum stayed at for over 20 years of her life! so as soon as I got there I was recognised, even tho my mum left just before she gave birth. everyone knew who I was... I'm remembering something... when I got there it was like I was flying/hovering just above these walls/crevices and examining these orange blocks, they were the only thing affected by gravity and I guess I stayed there for a while, this part of the dream was damn confusing, with Castle shaped walles at the top and then on one side the wall just kept on going into a massive endless Pit, so I remember now that the reason I left was because I found this statue thing with three eyes that I was so sure had something to do with my birth, as I was at the wall, a sense of duty took over and I was doing anything I could to keep the orange things in good positions, for someone's mum! but I guess it was just my mum. I met two other people, wizards pretty much, they had known my mum and wanted to help me re see my prophecy, so they said "this is a four person job so you gotta really concentrate", I thought there were just three of us but then a guy came out of nowhere and was sitting across from me. we all put our hands on it, the girl made 8 of the white shiny light things and they floated up up up, the boy then folded the piece of paper really precisely and for some reason that was it. i ended up doing it again by myself but not getting any results. oh and then we do it again (this is all at the bottom of the crevice btw) and he folded first and it supposedly worked... oh shit I don't remember... The only damn part of the dream I don't remember is the important part!! anyway then I was home again and mum saw me with the three eye thingoand looked at me weirdly but didn't say anything, I'm in the same spot as before, but there's a bench and my brother comes up to me when I'm in some contorted position doing the splits or some crazy and we have fun making the Sun touch the prophecier thingo! people keep commenting on my Nirvana shirt as I'm walking back down to to camp ground were we currently are for some reason and mum tells me there's something I should see, I say yeah I already know (thinking about the kids riding) and she says so you you know about the Foals? before she evens finishes the sentence I'm over at wherever the Foals are, I homed in on them! and I'm looking down at them from the hill, a horse I knew before, tall quarter, and a short sturdy cob cross. had two Foals down there, I went down but the first thing I saw was the whole family of mice that were just Frozen in death in the middle of doing whatever they were doing, then there was a family of rabbits, I picked up two or three that were still moving but they just kept getting Stiller and eventually died, I remember thinking when I saw one alone on its back, "now this one's definitely dead" but when I touched it it slightly moved, I was so sad about this and totally not prepared for what came next, one of the Foals was on the ground with flies all over him, I touch him and try to get a response but it's way too late, the other foal is just staring at me and his mum is crying. I decide to get out of the bowl they are in for some reason, with the intention of coming back, and suddenly this isn't weird but the mother crying is a bird, chicken maybe and I'm thing well now we know ckicens have feelings, I walk past a bunch of sitting chooks and they all look so in love with their babies, I have the thought of taking one for sad chook but don't. I'm suddenly randomly walking back to the van and I see a corral next to the gate and think yeah I'll put Bree in there one day when where good of course so people can't judge. so I'm walking past the totem pole and a cat runs across the road and I catch it by the butt (don't have a tail) and so I'm walking with this cat with the intention of chucking it somewhere else, Bello or Coffs, side of road... and Trevor is walking towards me when he sees me catch the cat and is all like well you gotta let that thing go, you can't keep it bla bla bla and I end up giving him the cat to just let it free in bunny. The end