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Date: 8/24/2019

Slight Trigger warming, it’s just a bit intense and might trigger some abuse memories? Depends on the person. Please be safe ♥️ Nightmare Where we went to a mall and the entrance was a gaming store and I had money to spend But there was a line or smth so my aunt gave me my mom’s credit card and told me to look for floors and walls for the kitchen so she could relax, and I thought this was a good idea. But I’d forgotten the name of the store she said to go to, so I decided to just walk around until I find it. So I went into some stores and they were boring and I went into a restaurant Where Keenan and Austin were playing a board game of sorts. One of them threw the dice and it landed at my feet, despite how hard I was trying to avoid them. So I had to like dash awaybbut the place had like a billion tables and chairs And I was in front of this door And the cunt sneaks up behind me in like the creepiest/sneakiest way So I scream And I’m like “wtf don’t sneak up on girls like that” And I tell him to fuck off And I just go into the next door because I want something separating us And it’s a magic store And I go in and there’s a girl on a couch, a man on a couch, a man behind the couch and a couch for me to sit on Couch city So I freak out and I’m like “can someone talk about whatever you’re passionate about for like 1-2 minutes so I can catch my breath and find the store I need to go to I basically assumed they were all really into magic and I wanted to see their eyes light up while they talk about it, I wanted to see some passionate individuals share their interests and pursuits in life I wanted that reassurance that people can be happy. I thought it was a great opportunity to forget the past and try to calm down and move on. And I didn’t get that. So the man tells me this long, boring, extremely hard to follow story So then he says something about hypnosis and I’m like “fuck this I’m out” in my brain, ofc. So before I feel like he’s building up to “doing whatever he wants” as he put it, I said I appreciated the story and I needed to be going. And I can’t remember how but he got me to stay And he kept saying a bunch of creepy, freaky shit And he’s saying crazy things to me And I reach into my pocket and my mom’s credit card is gone. And I’m like “haha very neat trick but I’m having a rough day and that’s not mine so I really need it back” And he gives it back but it has my name And I’m like “oop I need the real one” And there’s one where mom’s face is replaced with a demon And all this dumb shit And he just keeps giving me fake cards and I break down crying And He keeps going And I’m about to leave and just tell mom to cancel her card but there’s no door. Just fire. And he’s a fucking demon now. And then he said he wanted me to kill him. I think he felt bad? And I said I didn’t want to kill him And he was like “um why not, please kill me” And I said I really don’t wanna do that And he was like “but I was mean to you” and I asked well what would the cops do if they found out And he said I’d likely get arrested And I said I obviously didn’t want to get arrested And he really must have hypnotized me because all I really asked for was a note for him to explain that I didn’t kill him and it was basically assisted suicide. And he didn’t get to He was basically sewn into the ground with this really thick, hemp-like thread. I guess I did it. And I’m like nah fuck this So I run Through the fire Back to the gaming store And it’s closed My family is on a roller coaster without me but I’m suddenly there, there’s a lot of transitions to this dream. Some slow and normal and some choppy and strange. And I can’t go back into the gaming store And when I tell my family about the magic store they’re like yeah that place is haunted And I’m like no cunt they just fuck with poor innocent kids. And we basically see the owners of the room on the road home And they’re like “yeah man that place is haunted as shit. I go in there to do card tricks and keep Satan quiet but it’s 100% haunted And then he reassured me by saying that anything that happened in there stayed in there, and then I woke up.