i was actually a demon

Date: 11/8/2020

nov 7 2020 ok so i was at this overnight camp thing and my friends emma and sam were there, and my best friend lendsy was there too and we were gathered on a bed (emmas bed i think) and playing a game. Michelle came in and started yelling at us to go to sleep, but like super angrily yelling at us like we’d just ended the world or something. So emma laid down in her bed and sam went over to what i thought was my bed, and at first i was like omg are we gonna like sleep in the same bed ;) but then she was like “sorry i just got switched to this bed now so you’re sleeping in mine“ (i was kinda disappointed) but anyway i went over to the bunk bed on the other side of the room and lendsy was lying down with emma and i was like “do u wanna sleep there or sleep in my bed with me bc i know u dont have ur own bed here” and at first i was kinda worried she wouldnt wanna come with me since im a dude and all but she got up and was like “yeah im coming to sleep in ur bed :)” and then i felt relieved loll and yeah we climbed up to the top bed and i found this like really small pastel blue sweater with cutesy rainbow stuff all over it and was like “whos is this? oh its probably sams bc shes tiny :)” (even tho she’s not?? but in my dream apparently she was LMAO) and i threw it over to sam and she was like thanks!! And yeah all of a sudden this alarm started going off but i didnt really notice it right away, i had to look outside the door to notice??? idk. So i was like “whats going on?? a fire??” and no one knew so we just started putting on our shoes to evacuate the tent but i decided that my rainboots werent enough and i wanted socks, but i couldnt find them in my backpack. I kept looking and i heard my sisters voice behind me, “are you coming? the boats already moving” and for some reason the tent had turned into a boat but i still was searching for my socks and was like “i know just give me a second” but when i finally found them thats when i realized that i was now on a boat, and i was in the middle of a stormy sea. I started to regret looking for my socks because then i couldve left the tent but now i didnt have the chance. The sea was small and circular with a big house that looked haunted in the middle. we were going over humungous waves and i really didnt think we were gonna survive. All i remember after that is being inside a house, i think it was the house in the middle of the raging ocean thing. the inside looked exactly like my house and i was with lendsy, sam, and this other guy who i think was caspar from fire emblem lol. So the house was full of like evil energy and there were ogres and monsters in the other rooms and i think we were on some sorta mission to avoid them but i dont rly know what the main objective was. All i knew was i had to get to the basement without any monsters seeing me. So me and lendsy went over to the stairs and we saw this monster slowly coming up from the basement , and at the same time we saw this ogre slowly coming the other way from the dining room. We had to get to the basement before the ogre could see us but we didnt want the other monster to see us. So it was a matter of perfect timing basically. As soon as the basement monster was out of sight, we rushed to the basement like we were in creative mode of minecraft. but for some reason lendsy and caspar, who’d turned into her boyfriend julian, went to the kitchen even tho there were monsters in there playing poker or something. they didnt even notice len and julian bc they were being pretty quiet, but i decided to go to the basement anyway. When i entered the door i looked down and saw monsters everywhere, just going about and doin their thing like playing cards and stuff. They didnt notice me so i just slumped to the floor where there was a heap of blankets and pulled out my ds, and i was like ‘if im super quiet they wont notice me’ and it worked. Btw the monsters werent even that scary or gruesome they kinda looked like they’d be in monster prom or something. I was still scared as fuck tho. Anyway so i was sitting there pressing buttons on the ds and all of a sudden this skinny monster with grey skin and black fringe hair came to walk up the stairs but stopped and noticed me. I froze in fear and then started flying like i was in minecraft creative mode (again). I passed by len and julian and said “they noticed me. im so sorry” and then i started flying straight up to my room, were there were monsters chasing me. I locked myself in my bathroom and i knew the monsters were just outside and about to barge in and kill me or sumn, so i started SCREAMING like really demonically and growling loudly and shouting “dont come near me or i’ll fucking kill you” in this distorted demonic voice. Thats when i discovered that i was actually a demon and no monster dared come in my washroom because apparently demon’s screams were among the scariest things in the world. I remember thinking of marianne from fire emblem because of the crest of the beast and all. Anyway so after that happened, that scenario basically replayed itself but with a few changes. After entering the house, i saw n*th*n c*ss 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 and he talked to me. I remember hilda and caspar (from fire emblem lol) being with me, and they were like protecting me and didnt seem scared of anything. The house was still full of monsters but that wasnt the scariest part anymore, or the part i hated most anymore. So after i saw.... him, i started RAGING and i fucking ran up to my room just engulfed in intense fucking anger. Hilda and caspar followed me to my room and protected me on the way there, bc the monsters were all following me too. They were fighting the monsters off with ease as i had my fit, and i ran into my washroom and slammed the door and again started demonically fucking screaming but this time i put EVERY ounce of force into my voice like it depended on my life. This time it was out of pure fucking rage rather than fear. I knew hilda and caspar (it mightve been hilda and marianne instead at that point, idr) could handle them no problem but i still didnt want anything near me and i felt insanely fucking triggered so i again started screaming “stay the fuck away from me” “dont come near me or i will destroy you” and hoped that would ward off the monsters so as to protect hilda and caspar and also bc i was having a demonic ass meltdown.