Weird Party

Date: 4/9/2021

The first part of this dream I sort of naturally wake up around 2:15am and Zoë comes to pick me up...I think there might be someone else with us but we're heading to Zoe's apartment. As we're driving I'm in the backseat just looking out the window, it is dark outside. When we get to her apartment building we park out in the lot and the building is super tall, probably 30 stories. We go in to the elevator and I remember there being something wrong with it, like it skipped floors or something. We get to the apartment and go inside. Merryn is there just chilling and we are talking about what we should order for breakfast when the time comes. There is a pastry shop that is amazing and we're thinking about croissants...I truly can't remember who the 4th person is but it's a woman...could be Kari-ann. So we're all around and I am suuuuper tired, I feel almost out of it I'm so tired. Then more people start to filter in. At first there were two women, super drunk, partying and they were so aggressive and loaded. I talked to one of them and told her how beautiful she was but she didn't take the compliment. Some loaded guys came in next and soon enough there were like 10-12 drunk people in the house. I was sitting on the sectional couch and one of the drunk dudes was sitting next to me cuddling into me. I was like Uhhhhhhh... And didn't really know how to deal with it. He was pretty much laying in my lap and trying to kiss me and telling me that he loved me. I was very aware that the whole room could see us. He was hot but I wasn't attracted to him at all because he was belligerent and a slightly stupid. I just patted him on the back nicely and comforted him. I get up at one point and I go into the kitchen. There is a small round man about to do dishes...he's got the sink full but he's talking to someone. I go to do the dishes and he tells me that it's his job and I'll have to find something else. Kari's mom is in the apartment briefly and the whole space is filled with drugs and alcohol vibes. I really want to go home. There are a couple of parts interwoven here... I get home and it's in the same spot as my house but it's a lot nicer and bigger. I go upstairs and I try to flick the lights on and nowhere in the house are the lights working. I think it must be the work that they are doing on the electrical panel and am grateful that it is nice and bright outside. I sit at my kitchen table and I can see a red van across the street in the middle of the street. I know it is from the farm somehow but don't recognize the man. He's got all the doors open and he's emptying trash and random things out of the vehicle and throwing it right there in the streets. I am very perturbed watching this and wonder what he's on. I get a broom and go downstairs to go clean it up/help. When I get outside everything is gone, including the van but there is another man in a black van there saying that he saw the whole thing. There is still a bit of debris to sweep up so I swept it out of the way. There is also puke there. As I'm outside I can also feel people seeing me and appreciating me. I feel like I look good. I go back upstairs into my own house and I guess Zoë is there and now Kirstie! I'm so happy to see her and she is telling us that she's gotten into a bit of money problems, that she hasn't been able to pay her full rent in months. I tell her to ask her parents and she says she has been but she has used the money on other things. We're all sitting around chatting and I look at the clock and it is 8am and I feel like we have plenty of time to get ready for work at 9am. Then we talk about the advil on the table and I guess I left my extra strength brand name Advil at Zoe's and her huge bottle of lower strength off brand advil is her on my table. I look at the clock and its now 8:49am and I start freaking out about getting to work on time. There was one more small part where I am going to the mall. I am in a wheelchair because my legs are tired from the day but I don't actually need it. I go up a special escalator and I keep beeping...as if scanners in the mall are going off. I feel very unconcerned about this but wheel up to the security guard to let them know I didn't steal anything. The security guard is a very handsome black man and we kind of hit it off a bit, he is very sympathetic to me and it feels nice. He says if I need anymore help just to let him know. I wheel into the store and actually shop in the wheelchair. I feel completely at ease for some reason. I look at lingerie and tarot cards and cool lamps that look like lighthouses. Whew! A long one! The end.