Close to WILDing

Date: 1/4/2017

I'm about to write my dreams down {IRL} but I realise that I can't move, I extend my legs out forcefully multiple times and enter a very unstable WILD lucid dream. When I stabilise I can feel my hands rubbing against each other doing the stabilisation process, but not really much else. I attempt to summon Kiwi, she comes out half transparent. Yelling things like 'clarity now' simply makes her into a very bad 3D model, which might actually be worse than a 2D blurry but accurate image of her. I can't stand up and explore the dream, I'm still confined to my bed. I try to do a few more sudden movements to no avail. Note: Kiwi is the name I use for a friend who I'd like to keep anonymous