Odd collection of scenes

Date: 3/1/2019

John McCenroe is playing at wimbledon. I’m waiting with him by the courts, which is Prestbury train station. Lady comes over and doesn’t know who he is. I see a powerpoint presentation I must have made when I was younger before uni. It’s meant to be funny, it’s a song about ET rapping . I look at it and realise I was unhappy when I made it. It was silly humour to cope with being very sad. I see myself in Tim Harfield’s garage, it reminds me of lying awake very hot and anxious. (I used to pretend to be asleep whilst charlie and Matt and Tim would talk) Before seeing John Mcenroe I’m watching myself arriving for work at the pizza place I do part time at. I’m late over and over again. I arrive half an hour late and I’m poorly. I don’t want to be there.