Abstract dream

Date: 12/31/2017

I was walking along the beach with my parents walking ahead of me. They looked happy together, holding hands and laughing. I walked off in a different direction, carrying a towel and a bottle of red wine. I found myself in a spa and went to reception. “I’m here for my appointment” I said to the receptionist. She gave me a evil look and handed me a towel. “I’ve brought my own towel, thanks” I said. She began to get very annoyed with me, so I made my apologies but I felt really awkward and decided to leave. I’m now in an empty city with clear blue sky and the sun shining but I could hear heavy rain hitting against the windows. I wandered around aimlessly, not expecting anything but suddenly a white wolf calmly walks by me before going off in a different direction. I’m now in a house that I own, watching myself being destructive, angry and smashing everything in sight. After a while of watching myself causing havoc, I suddenly come to a stop and drop down to my knees with my hands covering my face. The heavy rain and wind is becoming louder. I try to calm myself down and see reason but no hope. I walk away from myself, grab the bottle of red wine and a glass. I place myself outside on a bench that over looking the ocean. After pouring myself a glass of wine, I just looked at it for a while before drinking the entire contents. I’m back at the beach with none around me. I’m in a new body wearing an expensive tailored suit, looking down at my bare feet and watching the sea try a reach for me before retreating back into the ocean. I decided to go into the water and began to swim as far as I could before I completely submerged myself and looked down in the depths of the sea. There was nothing but darkness. I just stare and let go of everything. Just drifting along wherever the ocean was taking me. Note - The night I had this dream, there was strong winds and heavy rain