schizo

Date: 1/31/2023

it was a normal day at work. i was on the expo line. i started hearing or feeling hallucinations. i think i was feeling hands crawling around my back and arms and neck. and whispers maybe ? i can’t remember now. i started screaming, like horror movie screams. the whole restaurant was looking at me, my managers, the customers, the staff. i think robert might have held my arms to body from behind me (like in a hug way). the dream skipped and i was in a hospital or therapist office or something. i was talking to a medical professional and she was telling me that i had a schizophrenia attack and prescribed me anti psychotics. the dream skipped to the next day and i was talking to tiff at the host stand. she was asking me if i was ok and what happened, i told her they put me on meds so i should be fine now. but it was super awkward at work, no one knew how to talk to me or how to act around me. spencer the line cook got me a smoothie or a shake, which meant a lot to me. the dream skipped and i was talking to nick andrews, i think, he was telling me how he worked at the schizophrenia clinic and i remember feeling super comforted and relieved that someone was looking at me like i wasn’t crazy.