Old gf

Date: 1/26/2018

I was at a party of sorts, more like a gathering or reunion of old time friends. My cousin C. was there, my mom, many dream figures and also an old girl friend of mine. I was chatting with my cousin when she pointed out that my old gf was at the reunion. (In waking life it was my cousin who ultimately introduced us). I began to walk over to her. She was facing away from me. I sort of gently poked her on her back and she turned to greet me. We hugged a bit (it felt awkward) and conversed. I felt a bit uncomfortable speaking with her after all these years, after all in waking life, it was I who had broken up our relationship so many years ago. Back then, in waking life, I was soon to enter into the military and go to Vietnam and I really wanted to make a clean break, thinking it was better for both of us. In waking life she hadn’t taken it too well. Back to the dream, while conversing with her she tried to take me and flip me to the floor. I took this maneuver as a dream symbol, meaning that after all these years she still had some sort of strength over me. The dream faded and I awoke.