An absolute rollercoaster of a dream

Date: 6/29/2018

I was at my elementary school and this guy was really pissing me off. He wasn’t really doing anything particularly bothersome or anything, he was just being super whiny and overly self-critical and for some reason that just rubbed me the wrong way. At some point in the dream I had left the building with him and one of my friend Rose to get something. The guy continued to be self-deprecating and pathetic to the point that I decided I had had enough of his bullshit. I started screaming at him about how annoying he was being and how frustrating it was to hear him talk shit about himself when in reality he was perfect at everything and had no reason to have such a low self esteem. Once I got it all out of my system my emotions got the best of me so I sat down and started sobbing (for some reason I was clutching this rectangular plate with the deathly hallows symbol from Harry Potter on it?? Not sure why lol). I thought Rose would take my side or at least empathize with me since I know she hates whiny and pathetic people, but instead she sided with the other guy and started jeering at me for being pathetic myself and letting some insignificant whiny asshole get the best of me. I didn’t know how to respond because I knew she was right; all I could do was cry even harder, further proving her point. Eventually I couldn’t take it anymore and we somehow agreed to fight each other on the spot since no one was around to break us up. The guy disappeared and Rose proceeded to beat the absolute shit out of me. Just when I was about to tap out another guy with fire powers came out of no where and started attacking us, giving us a common enemy. This guy was pretty strong and at one point Rose disappeared, so I was forced to retreat. I grew these huge, beautiful wings and flew off into a giant tree about half a mile away. I thought Rose had been injured so I didn’t want to go too far in case she needed my help. I guess I didn’t go far enough away because the guy we were fighting saw me and started burning the tree down. I abandoned the tree before the fire could spread too much and eventually met up with Rose, who seemed perfectly fine but still pissed at me from our fight. We escaped on this weird train/mine cart hybrid thing, but not long after something or someone forced me to fly us both back to the school where we passed out these snacks that I was convinced were poisoned to the entire school. I started crying again knowing that I was going to be the cause of these kids’ deaths and I was going to have to live with the guilt for the rest of my life. Of course Rose just thought I was being pathetic again so once we finished passing out the food we went our separate ways. I flew off back to where we were fighting and began to relive what had just happened. At some point the dream evolved into a slightly different one where I was this winged mountain gnome who was inheriting the family business that had something to do with climbing a certain mountain. Once I got to the top of the mountain everyone started shipping me with what I’m thinking was a can of food and a large spring so I just decided to get with both of them and we stood on top of this refrigerator for the rest of eternity.