Multiple dreams (again)

Date: 5/20/2020

Apparently, I keep partially waking up in the early morning and have concurrent dreams around my deepest anxieties (classic dreams). In this one, I am outside on a soccer field with a bunch of other kids (an assembly). Our gym teacher is in front of us, telling us what to do. In real life, this man is strict and takes no nonsense from students. He told us to take our our phones and take a picture of something. I took out my phone, but accidentally dropped it on the floor. The gym teacher looked furious. “ALEX, PUT YOUR PHONE AWAY!!!” He yelled. I was so nervous that when I bent down to pick it up, I just fell down and was shacking all over. Soon, he said “matter of fact, go to the office.” I’ve always hated public embarrassment, and while I’ve never really been sent to the office because of misbehavior, I still had a fear of it, which is why it occurred in my dream. In the office, I had an extreme feeling of fear, anxiety, and anger. I kept telling myself that it wasn’t my fault, but a part of me thought that it was. I was reevaluating my life, and I started to hate my gym teacher (I always found him a little intimidating). I woke up, just to fall back asleep and have yet another dream. I don’t remember much of this, but I knew it involved my neighbor coming over to my house to game. However, I told him that I have my AP test right now, and it should take me about an hour and a half to complete. In real life, I had my AP test the next day, which was why it appeared in my dream. Interesting how they combine various memories and thoughts that come to mind.