Back to the “old” place

Date: 1/26/2019

I had a dream I was in a closed in town. This town was inside of a building of some sort. There we’re small markets in this town. People selling things. Fruits, juice, food, clothes, etc. Everyone knew everyone there. I recall walking towards a building. I heard this apt was for rent and I decided to check it out. It was dirt cheap. I walked through the door finding out that the apt was over a platform of water. Like a basement but with water flowing across like a river. It’s unheard of. Anyways, I walk up the steps. As I’m waking up, I noticed all the rugs. Rugs on the steps, rugs on the walls, rugs on the floor. As if to cover up something. As I get closer to the top, the place looks oddly familiar. But nothing clicks in. I continue to the top and I can only make a left turn. There’s a half wall to my right. You can see the kitchen through it. I continue walking to the left and find myself in the family room. Rugs everywhere, covering every corner. I go through the living room which had normals furnitures to a two set of stairs going down to the dinning area. Again, rugs everywhere. Between the dining room and the kitchen is a small room. Once I noticed the small room I call having to be there once as a child. I mean I have literally been there in a dream before. I looked around and said to myself, “I’m dreaming. I have been here before.” I noticed the rugs and the said, “the rugs used to. It be here.” I then noticed the furniture’s were from the late 80s early 90s. Those haven’t changed. I ran into the room that was between the two rooms and when I went into it there were these three holes on the wall. Each hole had a flap. I ran towards it and started screaming a name. I couldn’t recall the name but I was searching for a friend. At the end of each flap was a tunnel and it dark. Each time I called out the name a hamster will try to crawl up. I went from one Holton that’s screaming out the name but I couldn’t find my friend. I decided to run back “home” to tell my partner of this place and see if he could help me find my friend. When I ran outside I was stopped by an old man who called out by my name, “Talina.” I noticed he was selling cranberry juice and coronas to people. I said, “May I just have a cranberry juice and a bottle of peach juice.” I know my husband love peach juice. He then went on by saying, “You look like your mother when she was your age. You don’t have to pay me for the juice.” But I paid him anyways. I felt it would be rude if I didn’t. He then said something else but I cannot recall. The scene changed. I was now in my place of living. It was very open and clean and beautiful. I had a lot of dog toys on the floor. There of the a shape of a squishy donut. At this point I already knew I was dreaming so I decided to use my mind to make things move. So I would tell one toy to get up and to be thrown across the room and that I would do it to the next toy in the next toy and I thought it was hilarious. Then I perceive to go to the bedroom and I found my partner in bed wear high tv with his best friend. It wasn’t my husband and I didn’t have the juice with me. I recall having this feeling of missing someone. But it wasn’t clicking it at this point. And I completely forgot about the apartment and about when I had just done levitating the toys. My partner is on one corner of the bed his best friend was in the middle between us and I need the corner of the other side of the bed. My partners BF was dying. He was so skinny. I knew he only had a few days left. So my partner and I decided to be good friends and care for him. His BF looked at me as I held him and said, “I should have asked you out instead of him.” I looked at my partner. And in my dream him and I had history. We dated, broke up, and dated again because of his BF help. I looked at his BF and said, “I’m glad we didn’t. I would have broken your heart. And we would have lived a life of guilt instead of being family. We are family.” And I looked at my partner. The scene changed again. This time I was waking up an elevator. I these two phones in my back pocket. One on the left and one in the right. One phone was like a walkie-talkie type of phone. And the other phone was iPhone. When I got off the elevator I started running towards another elevator heading towards the third floor. When I got off the floor I noticed that I was on the fifth floor. And I decided to go to another elevator so to go back down to the third-floor. When I went to the other elevator I noticed that my phones or on the floor damaged. Except the iPhone. So I took the walkie-talkie phone and threw it towards the hallway as the elevator doors were closing. I noticed a change in my iPhone. It was twinkling on the side of it. Like stars. Then I woke up.