Escape/Anxiety about Moving

Date: 1/19/2023

With bros walking in the hotel room I go in and take a shower Kevin tells me that the difference between us is that he has changed but I haven’t I am annoyed at this and tell him I’ve changed too We leave and walk towards the event There’s a girl by my side and she is not who they want me to be with We get to the cabin where the event is being held There’s an emcee and they make a toast There’s nothing more interesting than life and we are living life because we are here and not at home on our couches I sip on my ginger beer The music stops something is wrong There’s movement on the penthouse balcony I look up and there’s a body falling, I gasp Another one and another one I’m directly below and I shift around to avoid their descent I run out of the venue I’m in a field farther away now and trying to find my way home