Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 1/5/2018
By nexus
BACKSTORY: I had two things worth noting, the first happened early yesterday. I had felt i was ready to astal project again and that i was over my dry spell, i was not but extremely close just like before i had did everything perfect but to little success, i had willed myself to move my astal hands and turn my head but without the vibrations i had gotten confused it was as real as my physical body and i couldnt tell the difference without the energy pulsating as i moved. I decided to take another break today and do some research, i read Robert Monroe's second book Far Journeys and had really liked it, somewhere near the end of the book things get weird, i realize that now it was ready...the "upgrade" i was previously talking about. The amount of activity was unreal and felt like it belonged in a sci-fi movie and if it didnt happen to me i would probably be extremely skeptical of what happend last night. ___________________________________ I had about 2 chapters left of the book to read and it was around 12:30-1 in the morning i was in bed (completely up with no dream states active) then all of a sudden i felt a lot of pressure in me and around me, I instantly knew it was the astral energy and i let it take its course, and then...FLASH im suspended in mid-air outerspace a couple miles away from the moon, it was glowing and had such a pressence that i could almost even sense its gravitational pull towards me...i put my hand out and then another flash, im back in my room, freaked out i try it again with "control" this time but again i was near the moon, the flashes last less then a second but me going back to the memory time felt distorted a little, i then see earth and get flashed back to my room again, i look around and my eyes get this static haze like when you turn off the lights and wait for your eyes to adjust, I had gotten a couple more flashes of the sun and its warmth, the earth again and now these places i currently dont feel familiar towards they werent specific places but energies. I finally get up out of bed and wash my face with water to try to calm down and relax, it felt as real as you physycally being teleported to space for a split second then back in your house, frightening to think about but interesting at the same time figuring out how this is happening, i find myself disoriented when first standing up as the static was still present Minor Strange Occurence: I had heard my father but did not know which way he was coming from only that he was coming towards me, i didnt see him at first and panicked looking around me but his direction was right infront of me we frighten each other and fearfully asked "why the fuck i was just standing on the stairs all creepy"😅, it was comedic now but at the moment i didnt even say a word, i was silent due to confusion..why couldnt I tell he was right infront of me, were my senses impaired like my sight? ___________________________________ I calm down and go to my bed and noticed i could see my astral body and see it while my physical was laying down, i was using conscious travel since my astral body was down too, what was weird though is that my astral body was pure white, its usually pulsating yellowish white like the astal energy but this time, pure white. I finish the book (Highly Recommend it if your into half the stuff i talk about) and i lay there on my bed with one certainty...If these flashes and stuff happened to me while physically awake, then this night is going to be one of the most drastic and life altering experience period and i was right. ____________________________________ I fall asleep at about 2AM and i went to sleep with the intention of being conscious, I go to sleep and it starts off with random noises, people speaking and vibrations (heard not felt...not yet) i am in this limbo state where i am ware of whats going on but pay it little attention i remember feeling my astral self lift up a little then POP it was something in the dead center of my head that made this sort of popping sound, was it my pineal gland (Third Eye) or my astral body that had been effected, i still dont know...these things reminded me of when my ear was pulled by my friend who wasnt there or when i felt like i was kicked in the head only to realize i was somehow kicked out of body...Strange. I lose consciousness its almost like skipping a scene but then i hear it, the congruence of me and my higher conscious starts up again and i see myself flying i see familiar places around nj or new york and then another skip happens and im flying down to this neighborhood which i do not know exists or not (on this plain of reality atleast, this would be described as local 3 by robert monroe) I feel the congruence shift again so now its just me, for those of you who dont know what im talking about with congruence and higher conscious well my higher self or our higher selves are basically the adults driving the car and we're in the backseat in the booster seat, sometimes we're not even in the car but when i say we're in congruence it means that the driver and the kid in the backseat become one in a sense, in these experiences i get this clairvoyance, a sense of knowing, things that i never knew i knew, when astral projecting aslong as im in congruence it becomes as easy as regular life, you know the do's and the dont's. This doesnt happen all the time not by my decision but im guessing my higher self, it will basically put me in the driver seat alone and let me have some fun around the parking lot for a while. Thats exactly what happened this time, i was in this strange location i have never been to before but felt familiar, why would my higher conscious just drop me in this random place. it looks like a well off neighborhood, there were big houses and one huge house that couldnt have been for one family, i float towards it and in the window i see the lights on and every single cabinet and door was open in the kitchen, were they just moving in? I look down and there seems to be a hill, i start going down but decide to go up first and check out whats going on over there, it was this apartment building with a garage next to it, a bunch of car's some seemed extremly old outdated, others were new. i saw a women, elderly and i had guessed she was getting into her car and didnt pay her any mind i fly around some more and dive under this little tented area were there was two kids, one older then the other im guessing brother, the older one had this green rain coat on and the younger one had a yellow rain coat it wasnt raining but the sky was grey the older one could see me but the younger either couldnt or showed no interest in me, i start to lose consciousness and everything looks like a dream but its not a dream at all, im still there but just not aware anymore this would be one of my longer OBE'S so maybe i was running out of juice i remember trying to scare the kids and had them running away afraid, i feel bad i would never do that to them if i was conscious. I feel the congruence again and im brought back to my body, im guessing my higher self knew i had enough but that was just the beginning, i wake up back in bed and its around 4:30...about two hours past making it my longest projection i realize now most of the time past flying this this place why didnt my higher self just skip me over there like it did to bring me back i thought.