Sex with the evil one.

Date: 3/20/2020

I remember that josh let me in his apartment and and I was looking for Henry. I was trying to tell josh that he had to let me see henry more, we were arguing. We were in a dark room upstairs. His energy was different. Leslie came home. He was acting like it was okay. I could tell he wanted me to stay. Finally instead of arguing I started to kiss him. As I did We started to have sex. I remember thinking no I can’t beleive i would do this after everything he has done to me whyyyy do I want to do this then he was inside and it felt so good and I wouldn’t let him out. I was trying to transmute the energy and send it up my spine but it was so difficult. I was telling him not to ejaculate. Before he could we heard Leslie, he pulled out but Then Leslie saw and walked in and sat down with us. I tried to push record on my Phone but couldn’t. I was still half paranoid. He seemed happy that we were talking and being nice with each other. Then he said he was going to get something but I forgot what. Me and Leslie started talking . My open bottle of Addedall fell in a bowl of water and melted in fish tank. I tried to get it out and started freaking out. She said she could help me find some in a drawer. We went downstairs and outside under a porch and sat down. outside and Josh was digging. Henry was playing. He was digging by a moat a huge most that I somehow knew he built long ago and buried something important. He was old and looked different. He stopped to admire us. I saw archangel Michael in him. Wtf

AI generated interpretation This dream is very complex and intense, with several layers of symbolism and emotions. Let's break it down: 1. Sex with the evil one: This could symbolize a sense of guilt, shame, or inner conflict. The evil one could represent a part of yourself or someone in your life who you perceive as negative or harmful. The act of having sex with this figure could signify a desire to confront, integrate, or transcend this darkness within yourself. 2. Josh letting you into his apartment and looking for Henry: Josh and Henry could represent different aspects of your psyche or relationships in your life. Josh letting you in could symbolize a desire for connection or understanding, while looking for Henry could suggest a search for something missing or important to you. 3. Argument with Josh, then having sex: The argument with Josh and then having sex with him could indicate inner conflicts or contradictions within yourself. It could reflect a struggle between asserting your needs and desires versus giving in to temptation or compromising your boundaries. 4. Leslie coming home and the interaction with him: Leslie's presence could symbolize an external influence or judgment in your life. His reaction to the situation could represent a need for acceptance, forgiveness, or reconciliation. The awkwardness and attempts at recording the interaction suggest a fear of being exposed or judged. 5. Adderall melting in a fish tank: The Adderall melting could signify a loss of control, reliance on substances, or feeling overwhelmed by external pressures. The fish tank could symbolize emotions or hidden depths within yourself. 6. Seeing archangel Michael in Henry: This revelation could represent a moment of clarity, spiritual awakening, or a glimpse of divine guidance. Seeing archangel Michael in someone you know could indicate a sense of protection, strength, or reassurance in difficult times. Overall, this dream appears to be a reflection of inner conflicts, desires, and unresolved emotions. It may be helpful to explore these themes further in therapy or through self-reflection to gain insight into your subconscious mind and address any underlying issues.