Tons of dreams

Date: 9/13/2019

1. I was riding in a car with my sister and her boyfriend and he was gonna kill himself by wrecking and i was the only one who knew so i was wondering when he was gonna do it and as soon as he did it was actually pretty cool and after it was over i was like thats wasnt all that bad and i climbed out if the car and called 911 and checked on my sister who was unconscious so i was checking her heart which i ended up sorta just feeling up he boob.................. lets never speak of this again 2. I was into crossdressing but when i never actually admitted to it id wear like girly clothes around the house but nothing that yells im a cross dresser and i looked into my closet and all my clothes were gone and there wasnt anything but dresses and my mom wouldnt tell me where my clothes were 3. I actually remembered it before i wrote this but now that im writing this i cant remember anything ill update this soon as i remember 4. I was starting to wake up and i was slowly waking up which told me i was dreaming so i tried go stay asleep and lucid dream but then i wasnt sure if i was just awake and daydreaming or still asleep so i opened my eyes and even now im still unsure