the fuck?!?!

Date: 11/18/2016

me and a close friend were hanging out when i remembered i needed to go to my apartment to do laundry on the way there we ran into a guy and girl who for an unknown reason hated me, my friend then instead of coming with me went with them just after me and the couple got into a quick but instence fight. i began wondering a strange apartment complex for a long time searching for my apartment but wasnt able to find it or my barrings. ran into my brother who pointed out to me that my apartment along with dozens more were burned and or burning to the ground while hindreds of firefighters tried putting the blaze out. began searching for the girl i love and and a close friend with no success. then called my dad to tell him what happened and am told its my fault this happened and that due to my bad choices is why i lost everything. then found out my the close friend i was searching for was in one of the apartments that was completely destroyed and didnt make it. still cant find the girl i love. go with another friend cruising the what seems like downtown ft worth streets and end up in a meeting with some people who are curious about my mixology skills and my recipes; when i tell them about me losing everything and only having the clothes on my back they begin to hamd me money and lots of it to help me out. its at this point i awake.