Guy I like turns into a girl who turns out to be my friend

Date: 10/15/2019

The guy was in some sort of position that I remember was going to make it inappropriate for us to date, but I fantasized about being with him. He had these cute dimples and a smile and big beautiful brown eyes. I fantasized about having beautiful babies with him, and I was just like "this is the one for me." The next time I saw him, he was actually a girl and she came up to me and hugged me. I felt like we were off to a good start, and I was so glad she took notice of me. Strangely, although I knew she was a girl, I still was feeling the same way about wanting to be with her/him. I still saw her as a guy in the romantic sense. I don't know. I think this dream was about self-love. I'm not bisexual or anything. We had encountered each other in this cafeteria. I also ran into my grandfather who was in front of me in line to pay for food. He had a hot dog and I had a hamburger and mashed potatoes. He ended up paying for me, telling the cashier "two (somethings)" (I can't remember what he said, but he called them the same thing like they were the same thing.) We sat at a table, and that's when I saw the girl. That's all I remember.