A random dream with a very horrible ending

Date: 8/6/2019

I was at a hotel with my sister and mom and I knew I had to be up for something and it was late, around 12 or so and I couldn’t sleep and I had 3 alarms set just In case I fell asleep late and missed one. It was a 2 bed hotel but I somehow left while my sister and mother were sleeping and went to the apartment across the street. I some how drank a shit ton of alcohol and while I was sobering up did a shit ton of heroine. I genuinely can barely remember this part because I felt so weird and it was a feeling I have never felt before. But I was either a girl having sex with a guy or myself having gay sex but all I remember is it feeling great. We were on the second or first floor apparently and when I finished I said I felt great and climbed down to go back across the street to my hotel but couldn’t get up. I was stumbling around and people were staring at me. All I had was my blanket which couldn’t cover all of me and people were staring at me writhe around on the floor pretty much naked, trying to get back. Eventually I was coherent enough to stand and slightly cover my self with the blanket and get to the elevator. People were still staring at me and I was getting a bad trip kind of vibe as I desperately tried to get to my hotel room. Once I got there it was like 2:30 am and my grandma with dementia was there. I sobered up and said how I missed her and she said she was waiting for my mom to open the door. I said I had a key and she was scared because she forgot who I was and she didn’t like a stranger having a key. I tried to explain but she wouldn’t listen. I open the door and my mom and sister wake up. Now the hotel is allot bigger and my grandma went to go sleep in another room. My mom said she had to leave the trip early and that grandma was be staying with us for the rest. My sister was really cranky and started yelling with my mom. She cancelled her food delivery she ordered and left. For some reason there were two big couches, an arm chair and a foot rest. There was also my friend Jake and Will there now and another guy who I didn’t recognize but he was very handsome. There was some fooling around and eventually we agreed to turn off all the lights but it was a big place and we couldn’t find the switch so we all went around looking. I found it eventually and we all went to sleep on the couches but they were all taking up the space there so I went to another room and went to sleep but pulled up a video on my phone to fall asleep to. A weird doll came up and it’s eyes were moving back and forth as if it was trying to look over its shoulder constantly and it freaked me out. I eventually went to sleep and where I became almost a spectator. Where I was sleeping was a baby and he was laying with the doll that was on the screen with a string attached and it started pulling the baby off the bed into the room where everyone was sleeping but the room had returned to the room it was like at the beginning of the dream. There were two beds again but there was a girl my sisters age and a boy allot younger than me sleeping in the two separate beds. They didn’t look like me and my sister but I had the feeling it was. I could also tell my grandma was still sleeping in the next room. The doll put the string around the babies neck as it was dragged and nudged the girl and the boy at the same time. I guess they thought they were trying to mess with each other while they slept and started hitting each other around in the dark. Somehow they started pulling the string tighter and tighter, suffocating the baby with out being able to see or hear the baby crying for help. Although they couldn’t see, I could see perfectly and all I could do was watch. They just kept going and going at it until the babies head just popped off. I have never woken up from such a horrific experience and I’m afraid to go back to sleep.