Secret Sex With A Taboo Lover

Date: 10/3/2022

I dreamt I had a secret lover. A lover that was taboo on all accounts, and we had to keep our relationship secret. If anyone found out, it would be detrimental, and have devastating consequences. My secret lover was a woman named Meagan. In real life, she was my sister, but she was tragically killed in a car accident 4 years ago. Her life was cut very short. She was 22 years old when she passed, and I see her in my dreams a lot. But in this dream, we were lovers. We actually had feelings for each other, and we were dating. But we had to keep our relationship very secret. The setting was weird, like a mix between medieval times and today. Like we had some things from the 21st century, but also, we had morals and standards from living in a kingdom in the Middle Ages. Back then, gayness was certainly not OK, so it was a double taboo. Not only was I in a lesbian relationship with her, but in real life, she was my sister. That’s why I said if our relationship got found out, it would be detrimental. Punishments by today’s standards, versus back in the day, were mild. I just knew that if anyone found out we were lovers, the result would be catastrophic. Funnily enough, Haylie, my girlfriend in real life, was there, my mom, dad, and sister were there, and I believe Haylie’s parents were there as well. In this dream, I knew it was Haylie, but she was a man. In real life, she is trans female, so she’s transitioning to become female, but in this dream, she had to be a guy, as well, in the Middle Ages, there was no transgender people allowed either. We still had the technology from today, like iPhones and such, but still living by the rules of the Middle Ages, so we were caught in between these 2 worlds. I believe our parents were in the process of setting up an arranged marriage for Haylie and me, so that’s why everybody was there. Our parents were getting everything in order, and they were meeting that day to sign the contract so our arranged marriage could proceed. In the dream, Haylie’s parents had a lot of money, and she came from wealth, and my parents wanted this for us. Haylie wanted it as well. She was in love with me, and wanted to marry me. But I didn’t want it. I was deeply in love with Meagan, and I wanted to spend my days with her. I didn’t want to be with a guy. Of course, in real life, I love Haylie dearly, and I do want to marry her, but in the dream, it was not like that. In this dream setting, I think in the eyes of my family, Meagan and I were best friends. I don’t remember feeling any kind of familial ties. Of course, when I woke up, I knew she was my late sister, but in this dream realm, I don’t think we were actually related. I didn’t really pay much attention to that detail. All I knew was that I was going to be forced to marry a guy that I didn’t want to marry, and I was in love with Meagan. Anyway, we were all outside in this courtyard type area. There was a large pool, and everyone was hanging out around the pool. Meagan was invited over for moral support, according to what I told my family, but really, she and I had plans to have sex in secret. So, after I had taken care of business as far as the whole arranged marriage was concerned, and everything was signed, sealed, and delivered, Meagan and I decided to go in the house while everyone else wanted to go swimming. We told everyone we were going to get changed, but we were going to take that opportunity for a quick fuck before we joined everyone in the pool. We went up to my room, and got naked. We were speaking in undertones, because we were worried anybody might overhear. We undressed quickly, and I was on the bed. Meagan got on top of me, and began fucking me. We were thrusting our pussies together, and it was pretty fast. I was lying on the bed, spread eagle, and she was on top. I remember we had to finish very quickly, and couldn’t really take our time to enjoy the full extent of our pleasure, because if they thought we were taking too long, someone could easily investigate, and if we were discovered, I’d shutter to think what would happen to us. We had to keep it very hush hush, and we knew that. There was no time for fourplay, or anything like that, so we got straight down to business. It was very quick, and very quiet, we felt each other orgasm, and we had to keep our moaning to a whisper. It was probably a couple minutes tops, not very long at all. I woke up after that.

AI generated interpretation Dreams can often reveal hidden desires, conflicts, and emotions that are present in our subconscious minds. In your dream, the theme of secrecy is prominent, as you have a secret lover who is considered taboo on multiple levels. This lover is your sister, Meagan, who tragically passed away in real life. The dream creates a scenario where you and Meagan are romantically involved, despite the social and familial implications. The setting of your dream, a mix between medieval times and the present, suggests a clash between different sets of values and societal expectations. The Middle Ages symbolize a time when homosexuality and transgender identities were not accepted. This highlights the double taboo of your relationship with Meagan, both as a same-sex relationship and as a relationship with your sister. The presence of your current girlfriend, Haylie, adds another layer of complexity. In the dream, Haylie is portrayed as a man due to the societal limitations placed on gender identities, specifically in the Middle Ages. The arranged marriage between you and Haylie represents the pressure to conform to societal norms and expectations, despite your true feelings. The poolside gathering symbolizes a social event where everyone is present, including your family and Haylie's family. This further emphasizes the idea of being watched and judged by those around you. While everyone is outside, you and Meagan retreat to your room to engage in a sexual encounter, which represents your desire for intimacy and connection with her despite the constraints of the situation. The rushed and secretive nature of the sexual encounter with Meagan suggests a fear of being caught or discovered. This fear may stem from a sense of guilt or shame associated with the taboo nature of the relationship. The need to keep the encounter quiet and confined to a short duration indicates a sense of urgency and the awareness that any prolonged activity could increase the risk of exposure. Overall, the dream reflects a conflict between societal expectations and your true desires. It explores themes of forbidden love, repression, and the tension between personal fulfillment and social acceptance. The presence of Meagan in your dreams despite her passing may indicate a need for emotional closure and a longing for a connection that was cut short. It is important to remember that dreams are highly personal and subjective, and only you can fully interpret their meaning based on your own unique experiences and emotions.