i became psychotic

Date: 8/26/2018

I had become psychotic, and saw people coming in to my livingroom to rape me. they came in with black dresses on, from my terrace in my home. I was shot in my ass-hole, and was operated by the medicals, where they sticking a needle very long down into my ass-hole to remove the sharp arrowshaped bullet. I saw hallucinations, and was afraid of them, but i knew that it was just my head that played me jokingly. I tried to hide the psychosis from my mom, but it was not easy. thats bechause i would not use abilify (antipsychotic medicine).

AI generated interpretation It's important to remember that dreams are complex and often reflect the dreamer's subconscious thoughts and emotions. Your dream of becoming psychotic and experiencing such intense and distressing images could be a manifestation of deep-seated fears or anxieties in your waking life. The presence of people in black dresses coming into your living room to harm you could symbolize feelings of vulnerability or threat from external sources. The act of being shot in your ass-hole may represent feelings of violation or powerlessness in a certain aspect of your life. The operation and removal of the bullet by medical professionals could symbolize a desire for healing and resolution of past traumas or wounds. The hallucinations and fear in your dream may indicate a sense of confusion or disorientation in your thoughts and emotions. It is significant that you were aware that the hallucinations were not real, suggesting a level of self-awareness and understanding even in the midst of chaos. The struggle to hide your psychosis from your mother could symbolize a desire to maintain a facade of strength or normalcy in the face of adversity. Your refusal to use the antipsychotic medication Abilify may reflect a reluctance to confront or address underlying psychological issues or disturbances. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of inner turmoil, fears, and unresolved emotions that are manifesting in your subconscious mind. It could be beneficial to explore these themes further through therapy or introspection to gain a deeper understanding of their origins and significance in your life.