my ear is ripped off

Date: 1/6/2023

this was my first night going out again in antigonish after being gone for 8months. keira at the bar got her finger nail ripped off in a bloody mess this evening, and i went home around 1am and slept for only around 3 1/2 hours before my 8am class. I had a few dreams, including going surfing and walking around some tropical place, I also vaguely recall going to someone’s yard and seeing a dog outside. But all i really remember (and i don’t know who i was with or speaking to) is that after a night out i took a look at myself in the mirror and realized all of my earrings were gone. my left ear that is concaving in the top of my cartilage had been completed ripped off. in the dream i had had 3 piercings there instead of 1. i’m not sure how it got ripped off i think it may just have got snagged on something. it was completely missing and a flesh crater was all that was left of where my ear had used to be. i was very upset and trying to tell people that my ear was missing and i wanted to reclaim in. people kind of seemed to not be interested in listening or helping me, which upset me just a little but i tried to dons play it.