A night in Germany

Date: 10/11/2018

In the beginning of the dream, I was this guy. Like a older, crazier, male version of myself and i was living with people who didnt want me there. They tried to kill me, so i hid in this big wooden box of mine to kill myself and i did. But, i was still there in body form? Like i could see my body there it was decaying within minutes but I was still there. There was this lady there who was living with me too and the family. I told her, but she didnt believe me so I led her to the box where my body was, it gave an awful stench and I kinda regretted letting her see my decaying body. I remember feeling anxious and somewhat fearful throughout the dream. Then the dream switched where I was my male counterpart(or a gender bent version of myself). I was with my ex and her family. it was night and we were at some amusement park thing in line waiting for something. I was behind her mom and my ex and her friends were behind me. I looked over snd I saw this tall apartment building with made out of big single jenga blocks, but the jenga blocks were floating above each other. I could see it swaying and I began joking in my head, as it leaned down to the right I'd say "is it the President's fault?" And as it leaned down to to the left I'd say "is it our fault?" Ultimately the jenga building collapsed to the left atop another small building and like 5 or 7 people fell down from it. I jumped over the chain net that the people were waiting in line by and crossed the scene to the people, But they weren't hurt, which amazed me in the dream. And when I asked one lady if she had fallen from the building and I remember she gave me a stank attitude and turned her head upwards. I was like "well damn stank ass attitude" and proceeded to get back in line. I looked over and still saw my ex talking with her friends but when I held onto the chain cord like a sloth and tried to flip myself over but ended up on the same side one of her friends laughed until I flipped myself back into the line. I looked at her and her friends then up at the mountains behind them far up in the distance. The sky was still dark but it looked as if it was sunrise. And I sighed to myself wondering if I could paint the scene. "A day in Germany" is what I signed to myself.