Lucid Levels

Date: 5/13/2019

I was at a psych ward owned by Allan Savory in a city that seemed like LA. It was old spanish style looking looked more like a villa and I was trying to find Allan. I saw a person coming around the corner and became terrified because I thought they were insane. All of a sudden a film crew comes in trying to set up for a film. They were shooting a horror movie and were moving all their gear in there. It seemed like when they showed up I was part of the crew a little bit. I went outside and was on the street. Suddenly I saw a skateboard rolling down the sidewalk with babies on it and they were rolling towards the curb where they’d roll into traffic. They rolled by me and I ran and grabbed them just as they rolled onto the street. Then I turn back to the sidewalk and another one is coming in the distance. I grab that one. Then another. I realize they won’t stop. At this point I became lucid somehow and decided to try to make the babies grow up so they wouldn’t need my help. I tried telling them to and I think my attention diverted and they kind of just disappeared. I started playing with my lucidity and tried making cars explode on the street and fling things around with my mind. Some of it worked but I was limited in what I could do. The film crew was out on the street now pointing cameras at me and I was trying to fling their trucks and gear around with my mind. I walked up to them and the boom guy was closest so I tried to grab his pole and beat him with it, I guess because I was frustrated they were filming me. He wouldn’t let go and it was really hard for me to get it from him. We each had a hold of one end and he pushed me to the ground and he was really mad at this point and attacking me. Something he did wrapped around my left wrist extremely tight and at some point there I woke up. I woke up in a place i’ve never been but that at the time didn’t seem strange. Julianne was there and Eric was sleeping in the distance a little ways. I felt really bad and looked at my wrist and there was a hair tie on it that I removed and it had left an indent that almost went down to the bone and tore the skin. I was pondering my dream feeling awful and Julianne asked me how I was feeling. I tried telling her about my dream but she wouldn’t let me just tell it without cutting me off or butting in for random comment. Then Eric woke up and came over while I was trying to tell it and started talking about something random without considering what I was saying. This pissed off Julianne and she got mad at Eric and the two of them started arguing. Their argument got so heated they both started crying. I was just sitting there witnessing it but when they started crying I realized something was off. This can’t be real, I thought, i’m dreaming. As soon as the thought came both of them stopped, and like in many other dreams when I become lucid the dream characters’ expressions go blank and they turn and stare right into my eyes. It’s a little creepy but i’m now used to it. I raised up into the sky involuntarily and some person or being was with me and said I had passed and was moving up to the next level. We raised up higher until I woke up again. This time I was in a room and I walked straight outside of it. I can’t remember much about what happened but I was handed a phone with a picture of a man on it i’d never seen before. In that moment I thought what if the man’s eyes in the photo turned and looked right at me, and they did. I then realized I was dreaming, and looked up to my right, and the man was standing there. He said, you passed again. He then tried to tell me he was some person. I said, no, you’re my subconscious mind, you’re just a part of my mind. And he smiled at me. Then I said, so how did the “board” feel about making me less mentally distracted? I know I have to put in work, just tell me what to do.” I had my arm around his shoulder and we were walking. He smiled at me again in a kind of way as if to express that he thought I was naive, like when a child asks you a question that has no answer, or is framed incorrectly so that it doesn’t make sense. And I feel that my perspective on my subconscious must need to shift in some way, because asking it these questions is getting me nowhere. The man basically ignored my question besides smiling at me and we kept walking. Then he said he would try to explain it but we only had two minutes. I could feel the dream fading. We were walking through hallways now of what seemed like a school. He said some things I can’t remember now but only a few things, then I woke up.