cdg x-girl / tiktok / russia

Date: 11/19/2019

i was at one of my mom’s friends house, a lady who had a daughter that was already an adult gave me a pair of her shoes, which were actually a converse comme de garçons x-girl collab. normally i hate cdg play, but i figured these ones were okay bc it was rare and from the 90s they were all black but had the logos on them. i put the shoes on and they were kinda big but it was okay. i just needed to tighten the laces. then i was in a dorm setting with some girl sitting adjacent to me. i was trying to search for my shoes on my phone to see if they exist but couldn’t find them. instead my phone got stuck on a page with all black vans. the shoe this random girl was wearing, she thought i wanted her shoes and was like “caught you” but i explained to her nah i was just trying to find my shoes and it got stuck. it was awkward. then i was watching tiktok, and some random boy who went to smash (today, not someone i knew) was telling a joke, it was something about june gloom, like why do they call it june gloom because that shit is pretty. it was like a viral tiktok, probably just because he was a cute, i thought it was unfunny but i recognized my old school in the bg so it was weird. i also looked at the comment section and ppl were making inside jokes bc it’s so specific to santa monica/la. and then someone said something like california was the worst state. another part in my dream me, my mom and my brother were in russia, in an uber. we got out at the airport and were on our way to the hotel. it didn’t really look like russia, looked like the san fernando valley tbh, but it was apparently russia and the driver was giving us a semi tour. my brother and i were sitting in the back seat, he was being rude as always and did not want to have a conversation with the driver. me and my mom were asking him questions. then my brother paid for his apple music with my moms money, which she asked him to use for something else. odd bc be doesn’t use apple music, he has soundcloud plus. at some point we had to switch uber’s i don’t know why, but like midway thru the journey. my mom kept saying how she didn’t like russia, she liked mallorca better. i thought russia was cool though, i remember thinking there were more freedoms, like being able to torrent things without it being illegal. when we got to our hotel, my mom didnt want to wait to pull into the hotel lot, so we got out at an intersection before. not a good idea bc we almost got hit by a car. there was another point in this dream where i was watching something else happen, a man(?) who was disgraced in america had an island full of natives where he was the ‘king’ they all respected him, but they wanted an american celebrity to come visit them, the man tried to get someone to come and fly with him there but no one would come. he continued to lie to the island people, and they believed that he was very important. but they started to doubt him once he failed to bring another person back to the island.