Running towards alien ship (older dream)

Date: 8/22/2019

I know I am in the midwest somewhere. I slam the screen door against the house as I sprint into am open field which looks like mostly straw. I the air I see a giant alien ship. The size is massive. I start really sprinting towards it, with my arms wide open, willing the ship to take me away. Then the ship starts to kind of short circuit? It reminds me of some kind of holographic image that is powering down. Eventually the ship completely disappears. I remember being very disappointed. Like that was my one shot... I turn back towards the house with my shoulders slumped and feeling defeated. Waiting in the doorway for me is my spiritual mentor. He puts his arm around my shoulder and we go back into the house.