My Crush/My Best Friend

Date: 10/9/2016

My best friend doesn't know I'm terrified of heights,but in the dream she did and she took me to go zip lining to get over my fear. I was ready and then when they let me go I saw my crush for over a year looking at me in disgust,for some unknown reason. I was crying by the time I got down and as my best friend held me,he laughed at me and grabbed my hair. He pulled me up by my hair and growled in my ear, "I'll never love you," and slapped me with the hand that wasn't holding my hair. I woke up after he said one last thing, "I wished you'd just commit suicide,you insignificant bitch."