Popping around the universe.

Date: 1/30/2022

I dreamed I was in my bed, a bed I never slept in in real life but was very familiar with in the dream. It was a past bed, but everything was still set up. From my computer in a tiny alcove off the headboard, to my white LG phone in the blankets. I grabbed it, tried to turn it in, but it was off, uncharged. The back was coming off, battery maybe dislodged. I had another same phone, same kind I always buy those, on a charger. Black blankets. There was no question this was my bed. Some man was against my stomach and kissed it. My stomach was flatter than I remember it being and this was very pleasant, til I realized I didn't know him. I woke up, flipped the fk out, and woke up my dorm mate, another man I didn't know. I beat the man in my bed, trying to get him out of it. He was sleepy and didn't really move fast or know what was going on, he'd kissed my belly automatically in sleep. I didn't care, freaked out as I was, and hit him. He didn't do anything back. He was tiny, kinda scrawny. His friend, the dorm mate was terribly fat. To end in short, this was a boarding house and my old bed, when I wasn't there - and I hadn't been in a few years - was apparently rented when I was out. Even though I paid the rent. Or something. Bordering house, halfway house, shelter. It was dark the entire time, only the hospital/clinic attached was lit up some. I went in search of answers, raging. Why had my bed been given to this man. Why did I have a male roommate now, that didn't seem proper. My bed was being attacked while I was doing that, water and electricity, someone had sent me back to my old bed to attack me. I found an old nurse of mine I was happy to see. She was this middle aged black woman, we hadn't gotten along very much in the past but enough that seeing her after a few years was like seeing a piece of home. I asked to hug her and she let me, then I decides to show her where I'd been. I asked her to come, its a secret of the universe I wanted to share. So I could maybe call and talk after I'd left. Long and short of it, I was in a different part of the universe. One that was very hard to get to. You had to go through portals that moved and you found them by feeling your way, they came on randomly. I had moved to a different part of the universe which was also hard and secret and difficult to get to. I was going to show her how to get there. I needed to get back anyway. So we went into side rooms and offices and different doors in the darkened hospital. It only had dim, emergency lighting on, as it was night. I found the right portal by spying the white glow in some random open threshold, like a window or a door or a - Mail slot this time. It flashed white - white light - I reached in and pulled out a thick envelope and a smaller folded paper. It looked old. I was to read it aloud and it would take me, well us, to the other side of the universe. This was how the portals worked. In the other secret part of the universe, it was revealed kalla, a girl I'd rescued had been killed in the recent past two years. The nurse I brought had to be told, it was sad for her. I ended up revealing the news in front of her - kalla's - siblings, baby siblings who blamed me. The youngest wad two years old, looker lile kalla when she was a baby. I was brought to someone to explain, a director I think, but I didn't feel bad. I knew it would happen, kalla was an idiot I said, and the - I referenced some Ministry - was the ones that were untrustworthy, she did dealings when them and got her foolish self killed.