Love triangle

Date: 12/16/2020

I was in this weird polyamorous relationship with two other girls and my boyfriend. But my boyfriend wasn’t my actual husband, it was some random made-up guy. And I wasn’t married, obviously. He was my boyfriend originally and we were monogamous, then we started hanging out with these two other girls and fooling around and then we were all kinda dating. But I felt like the two girls secretly hated me. Whenever I’d walk in the room that they were in, they’d like stop talking and act all weird. So I started to feel insecure and threatened. Then I went to the bathroom which they both happened to be in, changing. I ignored them and started to get undressed myself because I was gonna have a shower. One of the girls was more soft spoken than the other. It was like the big one had to stand up for the little one. So the little one left the room and I was just about to hop in the shower when I looked out the window and saw the girl walking with my boyfriend in the parking lot because apparently I lived in an apartment. I questioned out loud, “what are they doing?” And the other girl still in the bathroom said “Oh they’re going out to eat. I told them to, it is Friday night” or something and I was livid. I just freaked out and was like “Excuse me? They don’t go on dates without me, neither do you. He’s MY boyfriend!” And she just seemed surprised and was like “what do you mean” And I’m like “He was mine first and he still is, we’re both dating you guys, not just him. That’s not how this works!” And I was just so mad. Then I hopped in the shower angrily and woke up.