Goddess and False Grandma

Date: 5/7/2026

I had several animals, birds all I think but it felt like three different species all se t up perfectly. Their habitats were set up in the living room. I had a whole closet renovated to have one very nice set up. a bird cage, the pink one, was in the main area ns could be seen but there was another completely out if sight. It looked nice, blended in with the family's fussy frilly decor and everything was taken care of. With that done I trusted them to be safe. I went to work. Or something like that. I was doing a lot. Trying to do more. There was a female being possessed. But I could always see the possessing spirits, Grey blobs, orbs almost, they went into the head. and I went to this ... I don't know. It felt like I worked on a platform above a ring planet. Like in the wilds of space, but less space ship and more wow we just walked up several flights of stairs to get to this very high living space people go to. I went to work, doing one thing, and got caught up doing another. I think even the bird cages were kept here, in my family's living room. Here. Anyway I was considering getting into producing music after a few things I was working on began to work. I had my fingers in several pots. And I was impressing people. I feel like it was maybe some equivalent of people on the radio. But not a radio. Anyway, there were so many things I did. I went home, to check on mg animals. And the cages I spent so much time on were being demolished. Like a wrecking crew wsd literally working on tearing them all down. The Hummingbirds and the Parakeets were outside. Not even in cages. and the pink cage I built myself, that collapsed and didn't need destroying and mangling into uselessness was in a big mashed ball in the living room. I confronted my grandma. She excused it by saying they were pooping in her house and it was disgusting. I threw up my hands and went off. Like off. Called her and her family disgusting and said she was about animal cruelty and they were innocent birds and such. That leaving them outside, peeing heads out of their nests, was endangerment. And she was the most dispicable person I ever met and I never wanted to be part of her horrific family. She didn't defend herself, though she opened her mouth to several times. I was in a meeting throughout all this. I had some other family members in that meeting. The meeting flahsed between family standing in the torn up living room, family in a nice kept living room at a party gone awkward. and a business meeting where I was in an office on the phone with this. The office meeting got really strange anyway. There was a man? Cyborg? Idk he could turn himself on like a truck and he vibrated a lot and it was interesting to listen to. Anyway. I saved the birds, but there were too many to keep unless I had a house. And I couldn't go back there. She wasn't trustworthy with them. So I planned to give the ones I couldn't keep and don't want to good homes, reluctantly. I loved the humming birds. Those I decided to keep. They were so delicate. Anyway later I was in a long line. With someone. A female. We made out way up this long line. There were... Computers? Like old DOS computers lining the row we walked in and if you out in a winning code you could get bumped up. I won a sticker and used it as toilet paper while in the line. It was gross but in the dream I was only mildly embarrassed. Anway I think it got me into see her. I met with a goddess. The invisible goddess. She was beautiful, despite being invisible. You could almost see outlines of her sometimes. She was fit. I wondered why bother being fit if she was invisible but she heard my thoughts and said it was for strength. She asked me then then, kinda chiding me for going to everyone else instead of coming to a goddess, what I wanted. Then she gave me a list. Something about love in the form of, popularity, or money, or self. I'm having a hard time paraphrasing the choices. Popularity also meant celebrity. Something with eyes on you. I said Self. Self love was more important and that I also wanted love of a partner, maybe a few friends. and some recogntion for all the hard work I put into my work. Like my books, I wouldn't mind if they were published and acknowledged I did all that. But it went in order if importance. And, I think she asked me another question. Like did I want anything else. I said I wanted to see magic. Magic I could visibly see. It was important. But I think I was waking up too much and it might not have gotten through or she dismissed it.