Nearly Lucid Dreamed

Date: 10/15/2016

I tried sleeping with Binaural Beats and I nearly lucid dremed with Hypnagogia visions. My eyes were closed, I saw dark shapes of bubbles floating around my vision in the darkness, then after a couple of minutes I went into this sleep state where there was white light going to me and I sort got INTO a nearly last step of lucidity.. I felt like I was in the Hypnogia vision. I then started to see different shapes, like eyes and squares, sometimes blobs, but as soon as I got into that state I got panicky and my eyes starts to shake as if it wants to open but I kept it close and it starts shaking even more. I tried thinking of a place so that I go into a dream but it didn't work. I got bored of my eyes shaking and the Hypnogia vision shapes were the same so I opened my eyes and I woke up. At first I was scared I would get sleep Paralysis when I opened my eyes but thank god I didn't. Because it hapened before, I VERY NEARLY got into a lucid dream, like I was thinking of a scene where there were these guys trying to climb a wall and then I got inside the dream and my vision and I starts to float up but in circles.. I freaked out and opened my eyes and I got sleep paralysis, it was kind of hard to open my eyes but I could open them and I tried to move my hand and my body or say something but I couldn't, I got more scared but this time (I experienced REAL lucid dream before) I didn't see shadows or ghosts so I was able to close my eyes again and calm myself, after I calmed my self I opened my eyes again and I could finally move. IT WAS SO FUCKING WEIRD I SWEAR. Anyway yeah that's what happened.