Date: 7/16/2016
By emptycanvas
I was with a group of people, mostly fellow students or members of whatever program I was supposed to be involved in here, and some supervisors. Before an older girl began her performance we had to say a prayer. This irratated me and I began swearing incessantly under my breath while the speaker proceeded with praising God and such. (By the way Ive just had some rough experiences with religion and hate the feeling of being made to participate in it, not those who practice it.) Someone must have heard me because at the end I was pulled outside of the group by a few adults and given a lecture. One of them said ""You should be showing some respect and praying instead of saying things like "Oh,fuck me, when I should be fucking a whore" "" That made me laugh on the inside. I know that's terrible but for a little mindless rant to myself, I think its a little clever. But I play as though Im sorry and tell them all it wont happen again. I am let back into the crowd when someone announces that the girl performing today brought cookies which will be given out at the end. I pretty much turn right around to find those cookies and part from the crowd. Not far behind me, actually like a foot away from the last semicircle of people in the crowd are three large piles of distinct cookie mixes. Cookies and cream, chocolate, and some rasberry oatmeal, side by side. The weird thing is that the mix looks like woodchips. So these huge 10 feet tall piles of woodchip shaped cookie mix. And then I notice something weirder. As the sun enters in through the holes amd cracks of the roof above the cookie mix, the woodchips immedietly shape into the cookies. Sun activated cookie woodchips. Of course! I didnt even question it past that point. I just started digging in because there was clearly enough to feed thousands. I slipped down the cookie woodchip pile and glanced at the older girl performing. She was dancing but completely painted black and then with a second white layer that outlined her bones. So she was like a dancing skeleton doing some freaky moves. I moved my gaze to the rest of the yard and saw ashes all over the ground and children dancing in the distance. This went on for a while, what felt like 5 minutes. (but in a dream things dont usually carry on in the same manner for that long, know what Im sayinnnnnn??) At the end of it all the dancer chick walked up to me and said something like "At least it was only an audition, I didnt do so well" I told her that the whole thing was amazing, the paint and the wild dance moves, but she told me none of that happened. She was concerned about me, I must have been hallucinating. (Hallucinating in a dream, silly concept) The dream ends here.