First Purposeful Lucid Experience?!

Date: 12/21/2019

By BollyMeth33

My dream, of course, was at work. (Damn work dreams.) I think I immediately jumped into lucidity because I don't remember anything happening before I was standing around with a group of people. I looked around, sorta like u do when you have a VR headset on and u wanna look around and take all the scenery in. I remember as I was staring at the floor, I just kept saying, "I'm dreaming right now. I'm dreaming." And I looked back at the group of people I was standing with and I said "Just don't try to get me excited because I'll-" and one guy interrupted me and said "you'll wake up?" And I said "yeah." And then the scene changed, not of my will (which leads me to believe it probably wasn't a completely lucid dream), to where I was in a dark hallway and there was a woman walking towards me. It wasn't as scary as it sounds. I was going to have sex with this woman, but I wasn't attracted to her. So, I wanted to change her appearance because I knew I could. I could control my dream, but it was a little harder than expected- I really had to believe I could lmao. Her face morphed from face to face until she stopped and looked like someone I went to highschool with and then she smiled. But while we were going at it, I think my lucidity faded because she went back to the same unattractive woman as before. A different part of my dream, which I'm not sure if I was lucid or not, was still at my job. We had a meeting and I went to the bathroom to freshen up I guess. I had read an article that said not to look in the mirror when you're lucid because it will scare you or wake you up, or both, but that's exactly what I did. I can't remember if I was lucid or if it was just a normal dream, but I remember looking in the mirror and I looked exactly the same as I did in real life. I might have looked a little younger and all the colors (my skin, my hair, my eyes) were really soft and vivid, like my hair was a lot lighter brown and my skin looked super rosy and airbrushed. But I've never looked in the mirror before in my dream, so this was a first. And not disappointing. The end.