Making the wrong choice...

Date: 6/5/2021

I was living in some state where is was just horizon as far as the eye could see. Desert maybe but I don't recall heat. Dirt yes. I went to be with someone. It was the wrong someone. I was there for so long I got caught up in it being my only option. It was finally very stifling. I couldn't leave my room. I had to pay $10 to watch one YouTube video.... Everyone maligned my character when I did anything, like try and leave for a bit. They thought me strange and loose for doing anything against the grain. And I found out the person I was supposed to be with wasn't even the person I was with. It was some older mentor/therapist kind in the near vicinity. I had assumed when given the information it was the person with the name I'd been given. But it was someone close to him, not him. Later there was some testing the people around me did, of their spirits. And I left in ghost form several times, splitting off as a carousel ghost that could be thousands of mes as a the carousel ghost at once. And a baby was returned some woman left and didn't want or I'd bee baby sitting it and then they did cause they all didn't like me.