Ugh... Hiding

Date: 5/1/2019

I had a dream that I got ecstasy from this department store that Pam Grier worked at. I relapsed and went to do stuff with friends. I remember Shane in my dream and telling him I relapsed. He didn’t know what to do with me. I remember being at a department store and there was a song playing and I was in a car with people that I knew. I felt like I had to take this adventure to the next level but I didn’t know where to go so I was left in the parking lot. I don’t remember what song it was. I remember I was headed to a type of event. It was sad. I remember feeling so guilty that I relapsed. I remember thinking how mad I was that I had to start over.