Forensics Teacher

Date: 10/15/2019

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE I was going into my favorite class, forensics. The teacher, let’s call him Mr. L is usually pretty monotone and chill, but still fun. He starts every class with “welcome to forensics”. In my dream it must’ve been close to the end of the semester as we weren’t really doing anything. I spent a good portion of the time in class just talking to him. Now, I would be lying if I said I didn’t find him attractive. I had him for Physics two years ago and he was my teacher crush of the year then and now. After class we went home and I kinda time skipped to the next morning where I had APUSH before his class. I remember not being able to find a seat even though our class only has 10 of us and there are close to 14 empty desks in the room. After APUSH I went to Forensics and only the principal and the TA were there. The principal told us that Mr. L had committed suicide the night before. I cried a lot. Most of us did. My sister is in that class and she held me while I cried. After that it was a blur of my trying to figure out why he did it. I remember running through the halls and stuff. I woke up at some point to use the bathroom but fell back asleep after and continued my dream. At this point I had gone back to the day before he committed suicide, but I knew what was going to happen in the future so I vowed to prevent it. I went into his room during break and talked to him about how he was feeling. He broke down and cried to me. The next day came around and he was still in school.