I’m almost ready to move, but the time isn’t right

Date: 8/26/2024

I’m desperate because somehow I need to quit Paris. It seems like it was my choice and I planned it, but when the day comes, I panic!! Because where tf do I go?? How am I gonna support myself? It’s not like I have a job elsewhere!! All my belongings are packed in my office and I guess also in my apartment. But I don’t seem to have resigned rent. Grandma G is there and I tell her my issues and she gets upset and tells me not to move to America, but to wait! I tell her I know she’s upset because it’s far, but that I’ll move there soon anyways. I listen to her though and finally decide to stay in Paris a little longer… that’s where my life still makes a little sense!