Chopped Lettuce and Malakai

Date: 7/28/2019

So my friend, who we’ll just nickname Chopped Lettuce, lost her virginity to her cousin and I had a weird dream. In my dream she got pregnant with his baby and her parents kicked her out and she had nowhere to go. I cried and screamed and begged my parents to let her stay with us and they reluctantly said fine so she moved in and we were roommates kinda. I moved all my bedroom stuff into my office and gave her my room to use as her bedroom and nursery. I took my office because it doesn’t have heating so in the winter the baby would be absolutely freezing and I’m a good auncle (I’m genderfluid so I mixed the words aunt and uncle together). Even through Chopped Lettuce’s due date was April 17, 2020 and her parents or at least her mom might have taken her back in by then or before the winter of 2021 I still didn’t want a cold baby or cold pregnant teen. Anyway, my dream went through the whole pregnancy and eventually my parents grew to be chill with her living with us for a few years and they got guardianship of her. She had a daughter and named her Malakai. It felt so real like it was truly my reality. My friends used to joke I visit other timelines and dimensions when I dream. I had a dream a few months ago where I had a daughter. The dream started when I got pregnant and didn’t end until I went to bed the night of her first birthday. It was so real that when I woke up and saw her crib and toys missing I immediately ran around my house and looking for her, her toys, all the pictures I had of her, or anything really to see if it really happened. I almost texted her father, a friend from middle school (I’m going into 10th grade by the way) about our daughter missing. I checked the date on my calendar so many times. I cried for hours after coming to terms with my daughter, I named her River, being another dream. I still miss her if I’m being honest. I tend to have problems with losing people because I’ve had dreams like this for as long as I can remember. That’s why I’ve decided to try a dream journal out.