cocaine and mantises

Date: 7/3/2018

bought cocaine for three dollars off a random guy online, went into his apartment, was very unsettling and creepy but it was a lot of coke. i ubered to house but walked back. me needing a job, this strange lady claimed to be manager at old store i worked at and told me i could work for the last month before i moved. i was unsure. doing coke with my friend ar in the car while my dad was there, he didn’t seem to notice. the coke didn’t have an effect on me. i’m getting ready to work again and looking at the shop but there’s none of the shoes i like. i remember that one of the managers bought me a pair but it’s nowhere to be found. for some reason i go to a third grade classroom filled with shoes to encounter my shoes, which were red sandals. students stare at me, all’s the shoes lined up on their little desks. i was sitting on a seat with my arm wrapped around a childhood friend with messy hair. his blonde brothers also eventually came oncethe bell rang and were confused about me being there. i couldn’t find the shoe i needed in size 8. but no one minded my being there and we’re curious. my mom claims to have found the shoe at the store but it’s the wrong one. suddenly i am a praying mantis. i’m at a foreign city with my family and child. we look around art exhibits and i tell my sister to smoke weed. it was very kafkaesque. there was a sign that said if you bought one of the art pieces you could have 20 free. i was looking for this place and ended up at a dock with gargoyles and other mantises there. they were all red and i was yelllow. the strange gargoyle creature woke up and started growling at me. it was black and red and opened its large mouth of fire. it went after me but i was calm and accepted death. the others commented “i wonder what it will think of a yellow snack”. it advanced on me and i tumbled down the cliff. i looked right into its large mouth before waking up