Date: 9/18/2020
By SagittariusDreamer
I had a dream I was back in regular school, determined to actually pass this last year. I had already attended one class, didn't do much but read and fix my outfit. The memory of my dream is starting to fade so I'll get to what I remember: I was in a different class when I saw a girl I knew named Chanel. She's autistic I believe. I was a bit of an asshole to her in middle school, as I was to just about everyone I personally found annoying but still friends with. I greeted her with a hug, and she faltered for a second, saying she needed to call her mom first. Presumably because of the virus, she wasn't sure if she should hug me, but it was clear she wanted to. Another girl I know but can't remember her name, came up and took the chair between us, even though Chanel was going to sit beside me. She said we could all hug together. We did not, though we wanted to. Anyways, we do class, and afterwards I go to the bathroom. I'm in there for a bit, and eventually come out. I have my coat around my waist and an unfinished pack of Oreo's under my arm, and I wanted to take them to my locker. C1244? I couldn't fully remember the number, just where it was and what it looked like. It wasn't too far away, so I walk forward. I hear someone talking behind me a ways back, but I don't pay them any mind. I needed to hurry, I was already late for class and decided not to skip it. Then suddenly, I feel something soft hit me and slump into my arms. Two coats. I look behind me and see a woman with her two kids walking down the hall at, and then past me, the mother telling me to come on in a not so cheery tone. I was confused, yet not angry. I hadn't done anything wrong, so I followed more out of curiosity for why she threw her kids' coats at me to get my attention. We ended up going down to the principal's office, and she proceeded to snitch on me, saying I had walked past her apartment. This confused the hell outta me. Unless her apartment was inside the school, I didn't walk past shit. Holding back tears (I cry when I'm in trouble or angry), I argue with her, telling her that I was just trying to put my stuff in my locker and that if she had a problem, she could've just talked about it to me instead of doing all of this extra bullshit on my first day of school. She went silent, and I proceeded to rant to who I presume was the principal or vice principal, telling him she just could've talked about it. My voice was getting a little scratchy and hoarse, and I eventually left to go to my locker. I got there and found it wide open. My stuff was still in thankfully, but I guess it was open because I didn't remember the number to my lock. There was a little girl behind me (mind you, I'm in highschool), and asked if I knew what her birthmark looked like. I shook my head. She proceeded to pull up her pant leg to reveal full leg jean boots, no heel. I complimented her boots as I put my stuff away and took out a notebook for class. She proceed to point to a corner across from my locker, which was a soda/snack machine beside a wall, and a big black bag of trash. She told me that that was the "kissing spot" that people go to. I told her that she'd better not let any nasty boys kiss her. She asked "why not?" And I told her "you don't know where their mouths have been." I started getting weirded out when she said they touched her other places. I felt extremely gross and didn't know what to say. I don't even know if I did say anything to her about that before I walked away. This was too weird, even for me. I met up with my sister, who was sitting on a bench in the middle of the hall, and told her about the little girl's boots.