Probably the craziest dream I've ever had...

Date: 4/2/2016

So I actually just woke up not too long ago from this dream so I have to share it when it's fresh in my memory. Now I've always had really interesting dream but this one was pretty extreme. So I'm pretty sure I lucid dreamed because the first part of my dream I was dreaming about me being asleep but then in my dream I looked up to the foot of my bed and something was there covered by this blue comforter that actually isn't even in my room right now. It advanced toward me and it had on like a New York Yankees cap but it was also a black figure and it came right at me but it went through me and since it was something paranormal to me I prayed when it advanced at me and I got like a weird feeling in my heart and then at first I thought this was real (which was a common theme throughout all of the dream) but then I started saying to myself wake up you're dreaming but I couldn't wake up and then I looked at the foot of my bed and it was gone. Then I went to sleep in this dream and my next dream was really really sad. So I dreamed I was going around places with a friend and my mom and that I couldn't stop sobbing uncontrollably. Now I can't remember if this happened in a dream from a previous night or if it was on the same night because I did wake up at 3:00 am before I had these dreams but I was crying because previously in "dream world" I had been about to go to the beach with the guy I like a lot but he got called home. I think in that dream the thing that was making me cry happened. I was crying because I was grieving because (I'll call him MK) MK had died. MK travels a lot so in my dream I think he had been traveling (but honestly it could've been this downtown area where I live) he was in the city with his family and he was in some kind of tall interactive building kind of like the space needle but there he had fallen really hard and he had passed away from it. Keep in mind I was told this as news in my dream and then imagined it. So MK was dead and everywhere we were going I was crying because Losing someone that you wanted to be with is of course sad. Now you know how you typically don't see yourself in a dream let alone cry in a dream. Well I saw myself in a mirror in my dream and my eyes were red and I was crying. It was crazy because I wasn't like crying crying I was sobbing uncontrollably like full body crying because MK was dead. It was just really sad I woke up sad even though I know he's alive and that it was all a dream. But the crazy thing is that dream came from my mind but it didn't feel like it did. I was so stressed out in the dream because it felt like so many things were happening left in right and I was so sad and I was having flashbacks in the dream to another part of a dream to relate back. Like I had a flashback to the last day I had spent with MK and in the dream I was analyzing his behavior to see if he even liked me. I don't know I just thought that this was one of the weirdest dreams I've had and I had to share so I wouldn't forget and so others could see and tell me if I even was dreaming at all, because this dream felt so real and I felt like I was awake the whole time.