😵Intruders and more

Date: 10/13/2018

I seemed to have a lot of dreams last night – could’ve just been because I am premenstrual! But the one about intruders had a bit of repetition so I thought I’d include that and maybe a bit of the others. I was in the house, it was a bit like 29 Hill Road but not at the same time. I was on my own there but I knew that my parents also lived there. I got up in the morning and while I was having breakfast I noticed there was a woman lying on the lawn. I Opened the door, realising I’d left it unlocked all night, and asked her what she was doing there. she was asking for help in a quite manipulative way, and I was saying to her, but you look absolutely fine – she was all made up, nice hair, she seem to be in a bikini though and it was a bit cool outside. Anyway I managed to get rid of her. Then a bit later I noticed there were lots of people coming into the garden and taking away lots of stuff from the end with the compost heap, they seemed to be stealing soil. There were whole families it seemed, And when I came down to ask them what they were doing they all flared – fortunately nobody confronted me, but they were quite cocky about it all. I did follow one lot and came onto a grotty looking estate. When I was trying to find my way back it was strange that this estate seem to feed directly onto Coldharbour court and I’ve never noticed it before. Then I knew I needed to meet up with mum (and dad?) And I have to tell them about these people. I can’t remember their reaction. They wanted to investigate it I think but didn’t seem overly horrified. As we were driving home I realised I’d left the back door unlocked again. The next thing I remember, and it may have been part of the same dream – heading home a different way, and being directed onto a ferry of sorts along the river, but it was a very precarious ferry, cars were parked very very close to the edge and there were no barriers. I seemed to be with Manda at this point and we were at the front of the ferry. Eventually got to the stage where we were floating along just underneath the end of the ferry, like that was a fun thing to do, it was just a thin flat thing. I shifted myself a little because I wasn’t quite comfortable and managed to completely over balance everything and all the cars came off. Disaster! Everybody else seems to be fine, but all the cars are gone. I know that everyone else is my family at this point and I feel terrible, I hide to cry while they gather to decide what to do. Then I realise I must go to be with them and apologise. But when I reach where they were they are not there, I look but I can’t find them, there are allsorts of strange shops and pubs and things and though initially there was some sort of AA rescue place where I reckon they must be-it disappears. While I’m looking for them I encounter that ginger funny ultra spiritual American youtube guy and his girlfriend. We vaguely know each other and have a chat. I am carrying cushions and he wants to give me some of his. Now it’s all getting too random and meaningless, I will stop there! 🤔 I think the second dream is just too random, but the first one has repetition so let’s have a think… my first idea is it’s about needing to be aware of spiritual intruders, not letting anything in. I have had these sort of dreams before and thought this. Or it could just be a sort of fear of opening up to the world, and the variety of people I’ll encounter who are not all benign.