Babysitting

Date: 9/29/2017

(Little explanation: ‘E’, the guy I will be mentioning is someone who I use to like for a really long time and we use to be quite close but then we lost touch when he moved and switched schools. After a few years of not speaking he hits me up to have sex. He turned into a fuckboy. I haven’t talked to him since. Now we go to the same school again and things are kinda awkward between us, at least I feel). My dad wasn’t gonna be home for a few days, and I was told I had to babysit E’s siblings and that they were gonna stay the night and that was fine and all but when they showed up at my house, E was there too. (I had spoken to him for a year, and it was about sex, so this was hella awkward). His one sister walked in and then E came in after. I said hi to his sister then I looked up and seen him and I was in shock. I immediately started shaking and I left to my room right away. E’s sister said she was already tired and so she went to be right away, leaving me and E alone and awake together. I was still in my room, then he came in and said hi. I replied with hi as well. “As you may of heard, my sis already wants to sleep, so what do you wanna do?” He asked. “Idk. Not to be rude but why are you here?” I replied. “It’s personal reasons. Reasons to do with my sis” he said. Okay... so why didn’t you just babysit her yourself I thought. I went to lay on my bed and watch a tv show then he joined without even asking. We were in a few minutes of watching and he then put his hand on my leg, up to my butt. (Keep in mind, I was wearing the shortest shorts I’ve ever owned). I moved away from his touch then he said “I’d be down to “chill” “. Because we were watching Netflix that’s why he said it. “Well...the washrooms right down the hall” I said in an annoyed kind of voice. “Ouch” he replied. He left for a few minutes and I closed my door to change into pants. I realized my shorts were way too short because I felt like you could practically see my underwear. He came back and asked why I changed and I lied and just said I was cold. I got back in my bed and he joined. Laying very far away from each other, we continued watching tv until... he moved closer to me and started explaining some things, why he did what he did. I thought it was all bullshit but for some stupid reason I still wanted to believe him. He turned me around, because my back was facing him and he leaned in to kiss me. We kissed for a few seconds then we broke our connection to get air. Then we realized we didn’t want to stop so we reattached our lips and started making out for a good few minutes. I wanted this so bad but i knew that it shouldn’t happen so I stopped it. I gently pushed him away and said that I could do it. After that we laid beside each other in silence for the rest of the night without even looking at each other. A few hours went past and we started talking again. We talked about how it was in the past between us and it brought back so many feelings. He eventually rolled over top of me, kissing me deeply then leaving trails of kisses down my neck to my chest. He unbuttoned my shirt and then took off his. After a little while of fooling around and still deciding if we were even gonna go through with what we wanted to do, I asked him to grab out a condom. We had sex for a little while then fell asleep next to each other. When I woke up I was wrapped in his arms and I had regretted what we had done instantly because I didn’t wanna be hurt again by him. I tired to forget about it so I tried to go to sleep again, until E’s sister came in and screamed because she seen that we were naked.