Miscommunication in a strange taxi and going to a strange church

Date: 5/20/2018

This morning dream was very vivid In it to my sister my old friend and another new girl and me got into a strange taxi company I never heard of before I sat in the front seat the driver oriental was very friendly he was playing some really interesting dance Bollywood could take music I liked it My friends and sisters sat in the backseat talking amongst each other I plan to go to church the block over since the weather was bad we all wanted to drive a short distance Well driver took us to another church very far away in town I was angry because nobody told me we were going to a different church on some strange street called wizard Street I have never heard of the street Apparently the new girl chose it without telling me Just as a driver was dropping us off at this new big church on Sunday morning Return back to everybody and got angry I told him go ahead go inside without me you all didn’t tell me we were going here just go without me They did snickering because I was being stupid I regretted once they left as a set alone in the cab with the driver who did not speak the line I felt badly about my actions I knew I was lonely and had sabotaged a good time by being reactive Are there reflected in my mind in the stream My sister informed me that the old bishop was running the mornings mass and was disappointed nothing changes she said I’m disappointed Feelings Anger Frustration Wanting to take control Loneliness Inability to connect well